Monday, October 06, 2008
sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
im no longer the simple n innocent gal anymore.
i've go over my own limits.
Friends have to change their opinions towards me.
im no longer the old kexin.
but a changed person which i myself cant accept at all !
wad am i supposed to do?
im LOST !
really lost.
i seems to have stuck
i dunno which road should i go now.
everything is happening too fast.
i wish i cud go back.
but the fact is stopping me
there is full of bacteria within me which i cant face
have we ever think of the consequences?
i wish i cud hide from you.
i didnt noe why.
im just afraid to face you.
maybe facing you
you will remind me of what happen once again
facing her
i feel so much guilty
how will she feels when she came to noe about it?
i've let her down
really down
im disappointed in myself to have blind myself deeply
R E G R E T ~
LEAVE ME ALONE
YYY
im lOving iiu .
7:49 PM
