Saturday, October 25, 2008
no one noes wad we really are thinking.
we wanna be the miracle maker.
but the reality had knock us down.
listening to 'image me without you'
i miss you suddenly...
full of tots in my mind too.
problems i had.
negative thinking i had.
stubborn thinking i had.
feeling down.
misunderstanding by others?
hu can i pour to?
i told u.
but no response was from u.
no care-ness from u at all.
im so lost of words.
and i decide not to trouble u so much bout me.
cus ur reaction will only disappoint me.
so i chosen to lock my everything up.
u always tot i did not care bout ur feelings.
u always tot i did not stand in ur shoes n think.
u always tot im caring for myself only.
doesnt mean i kept quiet means i agreed to everything.
somethings doesnt need to be shown.
i always believe
if someone really understand u
they wont hold any suspicious or negative thinking on u.
if it is so,
take out n speak.
not hiding within urself.
ownself have ur thinkings
start thinking positive n assuming
when everything starts to turn bad
den brings out to talk
it will be too late by then.
some things im really tired to clarify.
some things im really tired to explain.
i may be in the wrong to keep dumb.
wad is the cause of this?
u should noe better den me isnt it?
even if i chosen to voice out?
wad will happen?
u wud say i did not care bout ur feelings
or u yourself will keep dumb.
its been a long time since i had this fear feeling
it came back once again
i tried hiding,
but my name is still called
'KE XIN !'
my heart pound fast...
wad am i suppose to do to escaspe this scary feeling from u?
i tried to ask someone for help.
i tried to voice out.
but to my surprised..
u dun care at all.
U wud only use ur thinkings on me
u wud only use ur strength on me
cant u just sit down n listen to me?
cant u?
will it be better to use ur force?
i dun understand.
i miss him ..
Please note: my post does NOT refer to one person only.
NO MIS-UNDERSTANDING please
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:06 AM
