Sunday, August 03, 2008
i noe im a substitute.
im actualy someone eu feel like having fun with only.
im actually a burden to eu.
now den i noe eu are using me all along.
have eu ever really care for me?
have eu ever care for my feelings?
eu noe ill get upset after that but
eu are still doing it to me.
i tot at least im ur loved partner
but i was wrong!
Totally wrong!
its OK!
ill take things easy.
i hope eu would bother me no more
ill not bother eu too.
i wont let nature take its course
but to stop all the doings n feelings n care
i had towards eu
eu are just cheating me!
Stop taking advantage of me
Live ur life!
eu seems to be a two face person.
is it?
ur actions to me seems so.
im going to stop everything
everything will be over.
i cant stand anymore!
im sorry for my harsh words.
im just voicing out my unhappiness
Pardon me!
Dun ask me hu am i refering to.
Eu shud noe it clearly urself!
im not going to treat eu differently
ill still treat eu the same i used to be
i wont be too obvious towards eu.
just as i said in my very previous post.
eu will be gone soon
and yes
indeed its true
why is it happening not the way i want to be?
its really complicated now.
too complicated.
Arghhs!
this few days had been thinking of him
i dun understand why either
he just came in
thinking of the days we first met
shaking hands
eye contact
and everything
yes! im missing him suddenly.
Sigh!
whats going on in me!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
8:18 PM
