Wednesday, August 27, 2008
hahaas. counting down to my birthday...
going to turn 19 lor !!! Yeahhs~ =))
hu will be the first 20 to wish me lehhs?
hahaas. ill tell eu in my next post .
hope urs do turn out in the first 20 list yar? =))
Loves to me !!! <3
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:28 PM
met up with alica today.
shopping at tampines mall.
hahaas. Ladies day.
seems very long nv see her le.
Missing her.
Chatted alot.
chat bout lifes,future husband/boyfriends,guys,friends,
just anything lar.
she asked wad, den i answered wad.
i asked wad, she oso answered wad.
LOLs.
Gotta noe a great news from her too.
Her baby is a GIRL !
wow! im the god-mother alrights.
hahaas. i have daughter liao lor.
saw the scanning pic.
wee~ CUTE lar !
bot 3 baby clothes for my tiny baby girl which is coming out next year.
hmms.... hahaas.
when will we meet up again lehhs? =)
well~ for my M'sia trip..
hmms....
was tiring lar.
travel n visit, travel n visit.
didnt get to shop at all lor!!! >.<
learn quite alot of things during this trip too.
i saw a better view of
kin-ship, relationship and friendship.
cousins one by one getting married.
some married to a useless husband but won families
some married to a good husband but lose familes.
was kinda heartache actually.
some poor families may seems poor,
but their simple life makes them happy.
having dinner with them under the kampong house
got jia de wen nuan
the laughter n everything
although i dun understand wad they are talking about (Tamil language)
but i can feel the warm lar. =)
found my 'long-lost sister'.
was so so... happy lar.
took foto with her n gave her a big hug
and i cried
maybe its been years since i saw her.
if im not wrong the last time i saw her is when im 5 years old.
now, she n i had grown up.
and wad susprised me is she is married.
but ... hearing her story was.... heart pain lar...
Sigh!
Alot more to go... better to say lar...
write like got alot lehhs.
Ah ha!
got take a couple of pics. will post it when i got all the photos
and provided i have the time laaaaaaaa.......... =))
LOLs.
everything will goes on smoothly..
S M I L E ^^v
YYY
im lOving iiu .
1:21 AM
Ramdoms _____
It's so hard to act so indifferent
as if it doesn't hurt
as if it doesn't matter
as if it no longer ache
as if it no longer bleeds
the wedding is just another ceremony
the vows is just some other wordings
the love is just another feeling
and what's left is just memories
A photo is still a photo
what's left is just memories
you don't feel the pain,
you don't feel the happiness
it only protrays what's been captured at the very moment
and the sad thing is, it's only momentary it doesn't last
or rather, nothing last forever
You can never ever feel the pain , deep down
Letting go, is just another form of happiness
YYY
im lOving iiu .
12:30 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
everything started to change.
everyone started to change.
hu really remains the same?
hu is the culprit to destroy everything?
hu is the culprit to hurts everything?
everything is gone ..
YYY
im lOving iiu .
3:58 AM
Sunday, August 03, 2008
i noe im a substitute.
im actualy someone eu feel like having fun with only.
im actually a burden to eu.
now den i noe eu are using me all along.
have eu ever really care for me?
have eu ever care for my feelings?
eu noe ill get upset after that but
eu are still doing it to me.
i tot at least im ur loved partner
but i was wrong!
Totally wrong!
its OK!
ill take things easy.
i hope eu would bother me no more
ill not bother eu too.
i wont let nature take its course
but to stop all the doings n feelings n care
i had towards eu
eu are just cheating me!
Stop taking advantage of me
Live ur life!
eu seems to be a two face person.
is it?
ur actions to me seems so.
im going to stop everything
everything will be over.
i cant stand anymore!
im sorry for my harsh words.
im just voicing out my unhappiness
Pardon me!
Dun ask me hu am i refering to.
Eu shud noe it clearly urself!
im not going to treat eu differently
ill still treat eu the same i used to be
i wont be too obvious towards eu.
just as i said in my very previous post.
eu will be gone soon
and yes
indeed its true
why is it happening not the way i want to be?
its really complicated now.
too complicated.
Arghhs!
this few days had been thinking of him
i dun understand why either
he just came in
thinking of the days we first met
shaking hands
eye contact
and everything
yes! im missing him suddenly.
Sigh!
whats going on in me!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
8:18 PM
