Sunday, July 13, 2008
why do people only care bout how they are feeling?
have we ever thought of standing in other people's shoes?
why do people always never treasure the things that is around us,
den when the things had gone,
we would start to complained
or said the person had changed, etc?
i dunno izzit im standing in ur shoes.
but seriously i can feel the pain eu are enduring.
i so much wish to help out.
but i dunno where to start.
Maybe...
just act as normal as i can
and chat normally
n treat as if nothing really did happened.
izzit better this way?
i so much wish to say NO to her!
but it seems too hard.
am i helping eu or
i dun wanna see another crybaby?
i really wish to STOP hearing anything from eu!
eu can really affect my mood.
Cud eu stop harrassing into my life?
STOP all the sms-ing or talk to me.
i dun want to have ANYTHING to do with eu.
even a simple wishes,
i DUN WAN too!
i really hope i dunno eu AT ALL !
Yes! the fear feeling is back again.
i thought after hidden it,
it will gone.
but i was wrong.
how come?
i thought after making the first move
to talk to eu,
voice out to eu,
shared with eu,
i wud at least overcome
the fearful-ness eu gave me.
But NO!
it did not went away,
but actually come back as n when it likes.
sometimes i feel like avoiding,
but its too obvious.
is it because eu are too scary?
or ur actions shocks me too much?
are eu supposed to treat me laidat?
or becos eu find that im an easy gal to deal with?
or becos its challenging?
i dunno!
Shud i trust eu?
or just go on blindly?
i need an explanation from eu!
but, how am i going to open my mouth to eu?
everything isnt right at all.
i need some space people.
breathe~ breathe~ breathe~ =))
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:07 PM
