Saturday, July 19, 2008
went check up a few days back.
nothing serious at all. - phew~
Low blood pressure
heart not beating regurlarly
overall is OKs! =))
Thanks God!
Gotta noe this shocking news from my sis.
my DAD is coming back!
Oh my god!
heart attack man!
im not saying i dun wish him to come back
but is becos my Motor Lesson hasnt update AT ALL !!!
oh my god!
how am i going to answer my dad.
i sure kena scold until very jialat if he comes to noe bout this.
den confirm will push me to quit my job once again!
Arghhs~
the obstacles infront of me is too tough!
i can hardly breathe!
i dunno where my stand are.
i dunno where am i now
i seems to be stuck in the middle of the road being horn by alot of cars
im scared of the horns
i dunno which way to go
im seriously lost
can someone please give me a hand?
im glad i hold back my tears once again
but...
my heart is aching ..
the questions eu asked me
i admit i turn dumb
im really v frustrated
i dunno which step shud i go without hurting anyone
did i do anything wrong?
what really goes wrong?
i dun understand!
can i choose to go back to the starting point?
everything is happening too fast!
everyone's actions towards this situation is weird
i dunno how to react
so i chosen to carry a smile to hide over everything
is this the correct way?
hey people!
cud eu please stop forcing me to do this n that?!
im really confused by ur words to me!
can i just be a normal me?
can eu just stop pressing me?
can i be myself?
can i just be a simple kexin?
ur steps to me gives me me a lot of weight
can i throw away some?
i cant hold or accept at all!
im worried!
im scared!
im fear!
im LOST!
im being controlled by eu!
cud eu just let me be myself freely?
can i?
i appreciated the things eu had done for me!
Yes! i did said 'Wu Liao~' !
but.. do eu think thats wad i really felt?
how am i going to react?
eu are good to me.
i know!
Arghhs~
forget it!
at least i know eu dun understand me AT ALL !!!
take it as i dun give a damn!
take it as im taking everything for granted!
take it as im just a idiot!
Just get LOST !!!
i hate myself thoroughly!!!
i dun even feel like explaining!
just continue ur misuderstanding!
im sick of it!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
3:06 AM
