Sunday, July 13, 2008
everything seems to go on smoothly or...
not smoothly as i think?
izzit the cause of me?
or the cause of everyone's reaction towards each other?
im not sure either?
eu said,
a person will meet 3 person in his / her life;
1st- someone eu really love
2nd- someone will love eu deep
3rd-the one that will hold ur hands till Forever
Have i met this 3 person?
Well! the answer is clear to me.
i've met the first one.
but the Second?
Have i met?
eu answered ' Yes! its HIM!'.
i was stunned!
Den i came back to sense and said
'Yar! its seems true! but really?'
im not sure either.
or maybe a few years down the road?
i tot everyone's r/s is diff in many ways
but yet i found out,
there's not much diff.
No matter wad ur age is
how old or how young are you
there isnt any different.
the diff is only how eu treat this r/s your way.
To say the truth, Yes!
indeed i had that special feeling for eu
but izzit bcos eu have some familiar points like him?
Den i mistook u as him?
i noe very clearly n i can really differentiate the both of eu
but what makes me whirl is when im with him
my mind is actually thinking of EU!
When im with eu
im free from all troubles
is this what we called the process of LOVE ?
Eu are the fishing rod n im the fish
eu are waiting for me to bite on ur food n catch me
but...
after catching me,
wud eu put me in a fish tank n take very good care?
or...
Bbq me n eat it up instead?
im really v whirl NOW!
Sometimes involving in a no outcome relationship
or no movement relationships seems really tiring
we can either choose to stay still or step forward
but have we ever think of the consequences behind it after our movement?
when people starts to gave up
we wud start complaining saying he/she isnt true to eu
but have we ever asked ourselves
did we gave him / her a chance?
we cant blame anyone but to accept the fact
that he / she had given up
by that time when eu feels regret,
izzit too late?
it seems hard to have a two-side LOVE yea?
agree with me?
Recently i just got to noe this person whom i noe
for quite a long time or maybe its short?
i actually seen another side of him
its really shocking to me!
Does it mean when eu are sad or angry,
we must follow the same feeling as eu?
Eu only noe BLAMING!
what's the point?
have eu ever tell urself to take a step backward n think?
what's the point of acting childish?
what's the point of showing sympathy in front of us?
Yes! we noe very clearly eu need love n an listening ear
we tried to be ur listening ear
we tried to care for eu more
we tried to consoled eu
we tried to give eu some advice
but haven we done enough?
i admit sometimes im abit pissed off by eu
everyone walk thru ur road before
there are alot more people going thru more high n low
den why are eu holding on to this feeling
trying to say 'im more worst den others!'
can i tell eu to stop doing all those
childish things with ur childish thinking?
im really sorry to say this
but i really hope
eu can understand wad's my intention.
Sigh! Continue again some other day.
One more hour to go and im going off to sleep.
working now.... hehees... =))
GOOD MORNING !!! ... Yawnzzzz....
YYY
im lOving iiu .
5:38 AM
