Monday, May 05, 2008
its confirmed! im having depression due to alot of things that had been happening around me.
i understand eu are not feeling any better too.
but PAINs cant be compared!
can eu understand?
its smth that cannot be compared.
we cant compared LOVE too!
everyone can choose the one they love.
but not everyone can get the one they love.
Yes! its true i dun trust eu that much anymore.
but i do listen and think!
i noe wad eu had done for me,
i noe i wud always said 'no one ask eu to do ah'
but thats not wad my heart wanna said.
im just lost of words.
i dunno how to say nice words to eu
that is why i chosen to say harsh words to eu
ill do as eu said,
wont ask eu anything
wont ask eu out
and ill SOLVE everything by MYSELF!
eu are right in saying this too.
i've been bringing too much trouble to everyone
and i guess everyone is tired of giving me a hand too
ill not ask for anyone's help anymore!
i believe im able to do it!
is this coincidence or fate?
i dunno!
i told myself i shud stop thinking.
stop hoping
but all around me makes me messy once again
today is my off day! Yipees~
i've start working!
shud say i've grown up le bahhs.
Yeahhs~
im able to support myself.
must save money for my future too!
but i guess the rotating shift is quite tough for me lahhs.
cuss it takes me 1 and a half hour from my house to my working place.
somemore i've to admit nearby my working place is Geylang and its really DANGEROUS !
they will get mistaken that the gals there are prostitute.
if im working night shift, i must be careful le lohhs.
anyway, nothing will happen too.
cuss if work long over there,
customers over there will noe 'im there to work!'
shud be no problem yea?
God Bless!
tmr i've to wake up at 4.30am for my morning shift at 7am. Oh my! Nights!
every 痛 makes me PAIN once!
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
YYY
im lOving iiu .
9:30 PM
