i dun undderstand why?
have i turn into a rock?
or im just too heartless?
i just dun feel anything!
i just want to do it my own way.
am i doing the right things?
after doing it, izzit the outcome that i want?
after doing it, do i feel any better?
at least i noe what type of person is him.
but im not any better than him.
Yes!
im trying
im hoping
im giving it a one last try
but...
shud i still continue? i dunno!
am i too foolish?
or... ?
im LOST ! seriously i dunno which step shud i go!
im scared of making a wrong step again.
it doesnt feel good at all!
not everything is under my control too, it just happened too suddenly
makes me really hard to believe!
sometimes i really do ask myself, am i under some mental problem?
am i getting depressed? am i too stress? am i ?
i cant find any answer either.
Everything that has happened around me makes me dunno hu shud i confide to.
izzit eu or eu or eu? i dunno!
sometimes when i confide to eu, i got the results i want.
sometimes i feel better to confide to another eu.
sometimes i feel that it wud be better to confide eu as eu are more experience in this.
Yes! its true that i shud solve it myself!
i must pull myself out of the circle n not continue to turn inside.
its true that being with eu i did pull out, but i just cant help going in again

post again the next time when i have time. going to do my mask. Nights to everyone!

Happy Birthday To Xiu Min!