Thursday, March 20, 2008
i feel like scolding bad words now!
Arghhs!
S***** F***** !!!!
F****** A****** !!!!
anyone have rooms to rent out?
i need it asap!
contact me, if eu have!
thankks!
yesterday, met up with eu for dinner.
seriously, i wish to give eu a goodbye kiss.
but i just dun dare.
haiis.
anyway, the dinner, i really enjoyed!
thankks!
my heart tears once again!
walking along the streets,
tears dropping,
leg turning weak,
walking with no strength
i feel like just lying on the road.
everyone walk past me,
get frightened too.
its too pain!
unbearable!
Call eu, hang fone.
cant call thru.
my heart totally drop to the ground!
its too PAIN !!
really pain!
anyway, thanks fot the hello panda eu bought for me.
you noe hu you are.
thankks alot too!
and ur funny faces! =D
thankks alOtts!
what do eu actually want from me?
i dunno!
i tried!
i tried n tried!
tried n tried n tried!
what did i get in the end?
im tired le!
seriously,
im tired le!
eu have choosen ur own routine.
i dunno to follow or walk away.
eu decide.
the final decision is still urs.
ill respect!
can i still request?
can i still msg eu?
can i still call eu?
can i still see eu?
will i still dare to request?
will i still received ur msg?
will i still received ur calls?
will i still sees you?
treasure whatever eu have now,
eu wont noe what happen to ur love ones, the next minute!
i do treasure eu!
do eu?
i dunno if i shud or i shud not.
i feel like leaving this complicated country!
this complicated life im having now
eu may say im avoiding,
whatever! i dun care!
maybe leave for sometime. - 1 month? half a year? or 3 months? or?
no one cares too!
ill leave without informing, - im sorry!
pardon me please!
i need some rest!
i need to clear my mind.
to leave or not to,
decision is urs?
or mine?
heart-aching
YYY
im lOving iiu .
11:17 PM
