Tuesday, March 11, 2008
can i tell eu i dun want to receive ur calls?
can i tell eu not to appear in front of me for the time being?
receiving ur calls, ill get irritated,
it may even spoilt my mood.
im sorry to say this,
i didnt want it to.
but i just feel this way.
maybe im being too lonely,
no laughter anymore,
that is why.
im really sorry!
i really wish to see eu,
i even wish to find eu,
but ... ... ... ...
will it turn out better?
for now, i really wish to stay away from eu.
as far as possible.
as long as i wont see eu, wont received ur calls.
i dun understand why either.
why has everything turn out laidat?
why we turn out laidat?
im disappointed!
Maybe time will solve everything.
Do eu noe how much i miss eu?
do eu noe how much i yearn to see eu?
do eu noe, do eu noe, do eu noe???
haiis.
I just cant stop the problems from repeating!
what a *******person am i !!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!
i hate myself for being laidat!
can i ask, 'where are eu?'
maybe eu would find me selfish.
maybe eu would find me useless.
maybe eu would find me stupid.
what ever it is...
im sorry!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
9:58 PM
