HAPPY 6th Month Anniversary to Mr&Mrs Pig! - 28o2o8
meet up for breakfast at AMK Hub. - roti prata
Delicious man! Especially the fish curry! Yummy Yummy!
but poor thing is he cant taste anything cuss he's down with a flu.
After that went to catch a movie. - 2 Faces of my Girlfriend
Was a Funny n Touching movie! =))
Den off we go for our lunch. -Pizza Hut
hohoOs. if im not wrong he ate Cheesy Mushroom Salmon.
and i ate Hawaiian. =)) Nice Nice !!!
Chit Chat, Play, Taking Funny Photos, Feeding each other.
Aw!!!! Sweet~ hehees.
He was thinking of treating me eat steak, but nv sell.
thinking of buying flower for me, nv sell too. hahaas.
but im happy lahhs! At least he got the heart to buy for me!
im happy den enuff le. =)
I spent my day happily that day! WoOts!
Although we just meet up for afternoon, its enuff for me le!
Seeing eu is the ENERGY to my Love-Life !
MuacKks*
counting down to 16 days.. .. =D
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What's inside the present?
Twist!
OPPS !! =x
Opps!
i spoilt the foto with my stupid smile =.=
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We're Sorry
Notice our Left-Right hand
isn't it cute ?
im hungry
i wanna Muacks You
Guilty Faces
dying soon
V`day Gift
Couple Wear
ME
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Just came back from my dinner n cycling. lOls. its FUN !! hahaas.
with ahhbann, ahhboii, my sister plus ME !! Yea Yea! hahaas.
Guess what! =.= I had a BICYCLE ACCIDENT! lOls.
bicycle hit bicycle! hahaas. I hit on ahhboii's bicycle. lOls.
somemore the stupid bangla just walk past n looking for fun (seeing me fall down),
didnt even help me! =.=
my leg was totally cramp! and i injured my knees!PAIN !!
im lucky my face didnt touch the road, if not ... ...
My sister n ahhboii help me to stand up.
we are in the middle of the small road somemore. hahaas.
i was laughing all the way. although my wound is pain lahhs. lOls. =))
i hope there wouldnt be any scar. =]]
later when im bathing, sure very 'high' de lOhhs.
thanks for ur concern Gal! =)
im unable to get a nice sleep recently. i dunno why too!
its either waking up in the middle of the night or cant sleep well totally!
some things going to happen mahhs? i hope not.
when will my eyes get tired? Sigh!
on our first day eu wrote this to me :
if i know i have to travel over mountains in order to see the rainbow(you),
i would still do it even if it would be tiring n dangerous..
cause i know at the end of the journey i would be able to see the rainbow.
its worth it.
for now, does it still count ?
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我的感觉：______
我的心突然好空﹗
也不知為何因。
可能是太想你了吧﹗
想著以前你對我的体贴，宽容，关心
怎么现在慢慢都消失了﹖
你累了吗?才走了这么一段路你就累了吗?
那接下的路你要怎么继续呢?
不久前... ...
你告诉我，你的梦想是要娶我，
买栋靠海的房子和我一起生活。
要我做全世界最幸福，
最快乐的女人。
现在你却告诉我，
你的梦想变小了。
是什么意思呢?
后悔你曾说过的话了吗?
有时候我真想问你，
何时才能让我安心的依赖你?
我总是会在你的行动上找到答案。
我真想问你，
我在你心中占了什么位置?
在你生命里，是个不能缺少的氧气吗?
还是弄丢也没关系?
我在你的行动上也找到了答案。
但是我依然相信你是爱我的。
可是有时候我还是会有莫名其妙的想法，
那就是“我是下一个！”。
我知道我不该那么想，
可是... ... ...
难到我们就不能一起努力帮助对方创业，建立稳固的感情吗?
我要大家说，“我们稳定了！”，
而不是，“我不知道他们怎样了！”。
我要大家说，“你是爱我的！”，
而不是，“err... ... 爱啦爱啦！”
我们能做到吗?能吗?
告诉我！我们行的！
告诉我！你会和我一起努力的！
告诉我！你明白了！
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Yesterday went over to ahhbann house for our small dinner with Jian Liang, Cliff n his girlfriend (Cheryl), my sister, xiao hwee n me. After that all together walk over to Jian Liang house den to my new house. View my house awhile den walk to Jian Liang house(passby) den to xiao wei house, bye to Jian Liang, Xiao Wei, Cliff, Cheryl n xiao hwee den left me n my sister walk all the way back home again. Goodness! by the time we reach home, we quickly walk straight to our bedroom n lie down. Our leg was dam pain man!!!! Ouch !!!!!!!!!!! Bone turning weak ah. lOls.
Moving HOuse soon le !!!!!!!! Yeahhs~~ =D Probably by 16 March or 23 March! hohoOs.
im tired by my dad's instruction for the new house. there's too many things to take care. and im responsible for it! im taking charge ALONE ! on my goodness! although its the time to show my dad im capable but....... im still worried. haiis. i hope everything would be fine. i hope eu would be there to help me but..... haiis sianns.....
Dun put ur smile or laughter on people's body, it will only add ????? to people.
im disappointed in eu! seeing eu picking up a stick of ciga, lighting the fire. im totally disappointed in eu. eu had quit the habit twice, what makes eu pick it up again? as a friend, i would wish to tell eu to STOP! cuss it will only harm eu. Take Care!
haiis... nothing is working good now....
i noe there should be trust in us. but... the fear... ur past... ur actions... ur attitude... shows me somethings gonna change... haiis... eu wont understand either... wont elaborate...
your actions tell me that eu dun need me anymore le. dun say i think too much. cuss if eu were to stand in my shoes, eu would share the same thinking too.
went over to ur blog to read this again. i hope we really do understand this. =((
past few days, i never failed asking myself same questions,
why did he became like this?
what actually happened?
i really need someone who's clear with all these thing to let me know what's actually going on.
if you noticed,the impt rules is outta our mind slowly, we've forgotten about the rules. ):
we've been talking loudly to each other recently.
easily angry with both parties.
felt the changes in us.
everytime the thought of these made me confuse.
madly confused over everything.
simple as it is,we lack of communications and knowledge about relationships.
the before and after feelings we both had.
the fade away feelings you've given me.
why did these happened?
there's no such thing as before and after feelings,its the way you maintain it.
why did we had before and after feelings?
its cause of the love deposit.
everytime doing little things to surprise each other.
even the smallest thing, you'd do to make her happy, at all cost!but after long, you'd often take things for granted and stopped doing all these,and that's love busters
then slowly,feelings fade off,you can blame no one only yourself for all the changes took place.
the things you'd always do in the past, you've stopped doing it now.
that explain why the before and after feelings.
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32 things to do to make your girlfriend happy~~!
1. Tell her she is beautiful.
2. Hold her hand at any moment even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up or morning call.
5. Wrestle with her =)
6. Do everything with her.
7. If you are talking to another girl,walk over and hug her and kiss her.let her know she's yours & they arent.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "darling, i miss eu!".
9. Introduce her to your friends . . .as your girlfriend!
10.Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up (she LOVES it).
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER!
17* EVERY GUY should give their girl 3things:
a stuffed animal (she'll hug it EVERYTIMEshe goes to sleep),
jewelry (she'lltreasure it forever),
and one of UR t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it tobed) or
sweat shirts sprayed with URcologne!! and flowers or somethingoccasionally.
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone!
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22.Kiss her just for the heck of it
23.If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something,even if its' simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU.It means all the world to HER.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas,or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it,even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will,it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call evenif you can only talk for a minute.Girls don't necessarily have tohave hour long conversations every nightbut its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her wat she wants.
28. Recognize the small things . . .they usually mean the most.
29. Don't ever hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out n upset(even if she doesnt say it).
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang wit your girlfriend all the time!
31.If u care about her...SHOW her!
32.Do keep in contact even though both of you already breakup.
izzit true that all gals would want this? =S
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went to his house early in the morning. had been dragging till afternoon 3 plus den we went for our lunch n movie. our lunch n movie was nice. =) After the movie went hill. was tiring climbing up. lOls. Den on the bus towards Jp to meet bann n Jian Liang. in the bus he told me a story.. after hearing i feel so ???... wont elaborate. But on this special day we actually quarrel for a total of 8 times!! we wasted alot of time too! Haiis. Somemore we had actually plan to do scrub together, buy couple wear, take neo-prints n share food de. In the end we didnt do any of the things we planned. haiis. thinking of it now.. makes me feel its a lousy day for me siahhs. haiis. =( holding hands with him walking pass so many couples i have a small happy feeling. i feel so happy for them when i saw them carrying flowers, bears n balloon in their hands. I saw 62 gals carrying flowers or bears or balloon in their hands. Wow! my mum got 3 flowers man! My dad still buy a box of chocolate for her. so sweet man!!! my ahhbann oso enjoyed her V'day ah. =D feel so happy for them ehs. im just sad we didnt managed to do the plans we have set. Haiis. and laidat we wasted our FIRST V'day. Sobbs.ur promise to me that eu wont gamble anymore i hope its true. =)
dOuu`bann 11 Years friendship____16o2o8
For the past 11 Years we have been giving in, enduring, cold war, angry, happy, crying, crazy, etc... i thank god i met eu! thank god for letting eu come into my life n fill it with lotsa of challenges! no matter its raining day or sunny day, eu nv failed to stand by me! thankks alOtts ahhbann! i strongly believe no one will break us easily, cuss the trust we have for each other is gaining n not dropping! Dun worried bout the drama tat shows their friendship is very weak. cuss i really believe that no matter what happen, we will surely hold hand in hand n walk over it together. Just like im ur Rightie, eu are my Leftie, no one can seperate us! Loves!
This day we went for our Pizza! hahaas. its FREE!! lOls. wont elaborate. after that went to buy Vday present for her n she bought for me too! its a blue bear for me n pink bear for her. =)) she kept calling me 'laOopo' all along makes me so paiseh man. hahaas. but i love it lahhs! hehees. =x we were wearing the same tops. 'Thank for Everything'. =) Yea! feel so happy that day. although we were hanging out with each other for 5hours n inside Jurong Point but it was FUN! especially when we take turns to fetch each other in her bicycle. lOls! it was FUN lahhs! =D
ps: will post foto if i have it
Darling Bday_____17o2o8
hohoOs. Bann, Jian Liang n me helps him to celebrate his FIRST birthday celebration with friends. hahaas. its a SURPRISE for him. Our special birthday song for him. hehees. Bann n me managed to act well ehs. lOls. especially the small heart strawberry cake. Yummy!Nice man! Gave him my present too. I dunno what's his feeling oso lehhs. he didnt say much on this. He just feel paiseh n happy, thats all. feel like the effort i put in didnt come out with the outcome i want ehs. hahaas. i noe i think too much lahhs. as long as i had done my part can le. Darling! as long as eu have me, ur birthday wont be so lonely n normal le! ill make eu look forward to ur next n next next next birthday de. =D
ps:will post photo if i got it
the FIRST time eu wrote that vulgar language to me. it deeply hurts me. i cant understand how can eu wrote it out so easily n send to me. in the past, eu wont do this to me. no matter how angry eu are, eu wont even say it to me. haiis. i told eu before i hate it. but eu continue scolding it. what makes eu change ? i dun understand... ... =((
yesterday eu told me bout ur tight schedule after this month makes me so so ?????? ........ haiis. i can feel that the days i nv want is coming soon. i really hope we would come out with a better solution. God Bless Please!
Darling! Let's build our business up together! back to back helping each other battle! i help eu, eu help me. hahaas. gan qing bu san! lOls. =x Promise? Ok? Set? =)) Loves eu!
True Love is hard to come by______________________ n i FOUND eu! my ONE n ONLY __
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how did eu all spent ur New Year? Happy? must be getting alot of ang bao ehs? hohoos! =)) i didnt really celebrate my New Year happily too. was just trying to make my day as busy as i can but i failed! wont elaborate.
Well, the third day of New Year was not fun oso. shud say i didnt enjoy myself bahhs. or shud say i dun wanna enjoy myself. seeing him totally spoilt my mood. not i dun wanna see him..but... the feeling just wasnt right. wont explain any further. had a quarrel with her too. cuss im already not happy le den still wasting my time staying in the house doing nothing. i was like WHAT THE HELL !! >.< the movie was NICE lahhs!! hahas. Cute too!
yesterday went for a movie with Jia Xian n Xian Hao. Its been so long since we three gather together man! hahas. it was FUN lahhs! Especially inside Toysrus we play the musical board. lOls. hope there are more outings coming up. den i wont feel boring again le. =))
Guess wad! Today i went for my Motor-Practical Training. I PASS man!!! wahahaahhahs. after failing for 3times n i FINALLY pass man! Gotta noe that actually some instructors will gu yi fail eu . EEeeeees........
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i tot at least i can meet up with eu tomorrow cuss we didnt get to meet up for 2 days le. eu told me eu are working at night. at least in the morning we can meet up! but hu noes.. NOW!! eu tell me eu are working morning shift too!! i understand eu wanna earn more money. what bout me? i tot at least there's changes... but... haiis... forget it... theres no difference at all... take it im not understanding.. take it im unreasonable... Arghhs !!!
finally eu brings ur first word to me, 'kexin, want to eat mahhs?' i feel so happy n sweet! thankks alOtts! i noe im shy.. but bear with it please... i love eu !
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Sigh! my dear xiao wei went Malaysia le. I MISS HER !!! im missing her badly!! =(( when will the earth turn faster to 10 feb !! i so much wanted to see eu now! i miss eu dear !!
this chinese new year gonna be meaningless. i tot chinese new year shud be happy n high? haiis. watching tv at home. or going out alone? i wanna go esplanade n chinatown for countdown. but my siblings find it boring den dun wanna go. He's working.. She's overseas.. im going alone again. i wanna bang wall man!! maybe lie inside the hospital till 10 Feb den discharged den meet up with her. At least after that i wont be feeling lonely.. Arghhs.... im feeling lonely again... how cum this stupid feeling kept coming up to me.
Any program coming up this week? I WANNA GO OUT !!! Just anywhere.
IM TURNING MAD !!!! bring me to mental hospital man!!! Arghhs!!! my heart is unbalance now!!!
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