Sunday, December 02, 2007
sometimes the deeper eu love someone, eu will end up hating him / her when the bad ends came.
xian hao! eu may think i nv read ur blog, nv care for eu or anything. but over here let me tell eu, i did read ur blog whenever im using blog! eu mention in ur blog that eu cant move on because i only think of myself, leaving eu behind without anything and heartless. the friendship we build for the past 3 years makes eu think i am this kind of person? did eu ever think how i feel whenever i noe eu are hurting urself because of me? eu may not noe, just like i dunno wad eu did behind.
eu told me before, the more i contact eu, the more eu cant let go. He dun like me to contact eu either. i was thinking maybe its a good way den. but why it just seems no help to eu?
i really wish to ease the pain in eu! i really hope we can go back to the past with jiaxian n eu under ur block chit chatting all the nonsense.
for now i can understand why eu dun like the outings that we all set, i noe its because of my presence. if thats the case i can not go for the outings. i guess those friends will wants so much of eu to attend their outing.
i dunno how much eu hate me now. i dunno wad eu want from me either. but wad i really hope is, take care of urself! no matter is ur leg, health or studys or anything. just take care! quit smoking if eu can den. i am still a friend eu can look for when eu are in help!
take care!!
this weekend spent my days at Johore living at my mama's house. nothing to do over there, just watching television, revise my work, eat n sleep. tats all! Although it seems boring but its peaceful for me. cuss i have no worries or fear at all.
Coming back to Singapore makes me STRESS n FEAR !!!
in bed hugging dodo n cried to relieve my fear n stress. im so stress over my Examination n Motor practical training!! i need Accompany!!
Nv did i noe a person like me who so much like to ride on the Motor would actually fear to face it.
im scare to face the motor there!!! im scare to face my practical training!!! im scare to ride on it!!! im scare to book too!!
i msg to tell you my fear n Stress! i noe eu are sleeping. but i really need eu!! i dun blame eu either.
feel like calling ahh bann, but when the number is called, i hang le!
im too STRESS over it!!! i need help!! i need someone to pull me up!! someone to stand back to back with me to walk thru this.
i noe it isnt eu nor eu or eu!!! cuss this road only myself can walk thru!!
i lost the confident i have before. whenever i think of Motors!!! Examination!!! Future Jobs!!! Studys!!! im Stress!!! im really stress!!! can anyone please lend me a hand??!!! or anyone interested in motor to accompany me !!! I NEED HELP !!! Arghhs!!!
sometimes when eu are avoiding the things that eu are fear of, the more fear eu will be. but i guess, face it is the best solution. but... ... ...
i NEED you !!! =((
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:26 PM
