Sunday, December 09, 2007
didnt sleep well this weekends. its either not sleeping the whole day or sleep a few hours. i had to thanks Jianliang for counselling me tat day! i really did learn alOtts, its true that in a relationship , we needs to give in alOtts. its true that friends will not be with eu forever. they wont be holding ur hands for lifetime. they wont be there straight when eu need someone badly. only the person that is beside eu will follows eu for lifetime. ur parents n siblings wont too. i did learn alOtt!! but at the same time i feel touch for my dear xiao wei!! i can really say out lOud she's the most happiest woman in the world! hearing bout how Jianliang care for her, worried for her, thinking of her feelings makes me so xian mu! for so many guys that i noe, i guessed he's the best guy that really treat her girlfriend well le. im not saying other guys don't. but maybe its becos forever couple always shared the sadness n happiness together den let me really sees what all of us are doing. he can be a love expert yar?
ahhbann, i guess i cant hold the "happiest woman in the world" with eu le. but please do me this favour can? No matter wad, for my sake. be the world happiest woman! fulfil my dreams please? just like how i msg eu that day! Jian Liang! take good care of her just like how i msg eu that daY! not only eu two, even me oso sees the future in both of eu! Goes on like this! JiayOous!!
Xiao wei! yesterday at ur house, i noe im abit shi li le. waste ur tissue oso. anyway, thankks for being there for me! and thankks for ur care that eu nv fail doing it everytime.
when eu are deeply hurts, if someone came and holds ur hands, it will makes eu feel better! for this, i need to thanks xiao hwee! on the way back from Jian liang house. she's holding my hand throughout! she gave me this feeling, im not the only one alone. thankks alOtts.
just now went out with Xiao Wei, Jian Liang, Xiao Hwee n Kok Soon to boon lay shopping centre to buy some things. i buy lOtts of things, thankks to Jian Liang helping me to carry it all the way. was crazy playing with the rain with them too. its fun lahhs! back home, Jian Liang asked me this question: " eu still angry with him ah? must give him a chance mahhs. give him a chance to change.right?" My reply was: " sometimes when eu get hurts really badly... ... ..." err... i forget le! Ps ah!
but now i guessed when eu get hurts really badly, eu wont even noe what eu are supposed to do. what decision eu should make. which path is the correct way to go. all because the job eu are having now, is crying everytime when eu are alone. thats the only job. i admit im bleeding.. but im oso trying to bandage it up..
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了,诚实的背后是否住着伤口,我想不透 我们的爱怎么了,雨下过以后 ,是否,能让什么复活?
明明从前, 连争执都很甜美,现在怎会, 说句话就弄痛一边?
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im lOving iiu .
4:55 PM
