by the time eu guys view my post.. i shud have left Malaysia le. =)) Im leaving for Malaysia for a week. Gonna Miss HIM n HER !!! i knew after Bbq that night wont be seeing eu le.. but still build a xi wang in myself, no matter wad, sure will get to see eu de. even for 1 minute is oso enuff. but im scared after seeing eu, i will dun bear to leave again. I Miss Eu la0og0ng!!! I promise Mr Pig! if anything happen in Malaysia, ill write down! if possible, ill give eu a call! Gonna miss ur voice!! =((
For Mr Pig
when im away, take good care of urself.
when im away, have your meals regularly. ( not instant noodles ah)
when im away, have limit on wad you are spending.
when im away, dun feel bored!
when im away, sleep early. ( not later den 1 am)
when im away, dun play games till forget eu must have 8 hours of sleep.
when im away, continue your missed call for me even though i cant received.
when im away, looked at the photo's in your wallet if eu miss me.
lying in your arms, makes me feel so protected. im just like your princess and you are my prince. lying under ur jaws, head tube up, secretly slowly looking at your eye brown, eyes, spectacle, nose, lips, mustache makes me have a thinking, " This is the guy I had chosen! This is the guy I wanna spend my rest of my life with, This is the guy I love !"
No guys care so much for me, but eu did!
No guys have given me surprise unknowingly, but eu did!
No guys wait for the time right to sing birthday song to me, but eu did!
No guys would send me home just to send me home, but eu did! (eg: if im at Somerset or Little India, no matter where eu are, if eu are free, eu would make a point to send me home safely)
No guys understand me so much, but eu did!
No guys noticed my clothings so much and give comments, but eu did!
No guys told me how they feel towards me for all occasions, but eu did!
No guys had talk to my dad so reasonable, but eu did! (at that moment, my mind flash " He's the right guy to stand beside me!")
No guys had makes my mum speak with laughter, but eu did!
No guys had makes my brother's so irritating, but eu did!
No guys cares whther my sister face is black anot, but eu did!
No guys cares whether did i take my meals regularly, but eu did!
No guys worrys where I go, but eu did!
No guys chat on fone with me for so long, but eu did!
No guys influence his feeling so much to me, but eu did!
No guys let me feel protected, but eu did!
No guys makes me feel im their princess, but eu did!
No guys makes me feel im important to them, but eu did!
No guys told me im the only one that can lie on their shoulders forever, but eu did!
Why eu did it? All because You love me, you treasure me, you need me. Im apart of ur life!
but... ... ...
I HATE YOU!! cuss... ...
eu came into my life without my permission,
eu steal my heart secretly,
eu make me shed tears for eu,
eu hurts me so much,
eu makes me feel ur computer is more important,
eu take me for granted once before,
eu are a bad listener sometimes,
eu influence my happy n sad times,
eu makes me feel insecure sometimes,
sometimes i cant feel ur love
but... ...
the more i HATE, the more i LOVE (x 100) eu!
Eu have become apart of my life! And I need you! I treasure you! I lOve you!
please dun ever think of wanting me to ditch eu when eu hurts me! Cuss i did promise eu before, i wont be leaving eu no matter wad. i will love eu more each day! and remember our first rule? that's the spirit that bring me up when eu hurts me. eu noe wad? sometime when you hurts me unknowingly, lying in ur arms helps me recover everything le. ur arms and hugs is my 'first aid!' =))
I admit im still worried between eu n her. but the 'ken din' eu gave me in the bus on Saturday(on the way to my gum n eu are on the way to office), im relieved le! the worrys in me had gone too! the words eu whisper in my ears, im not going to forget. The breathe of urs that touches my ears so softly, the tone of yours that is so sweet n soft, im not gonna forget! if someday, my worrys is back, i will tell eu as i promise eu but at the same time i will tell myself not to have those negative thoughts! =DD
*_ 我爱你 _*
eu are the reason for my smillee ___________________*
YYY
