Thursday, August 23, 2007
On 20 August, was a boring n lousy day for me alrights. I actually overslept in bus when I was on my way to school! Den I quickly get off the next bus stop and decide to head to school, den nv did I noe, when I just walk under the overhead bridge, the RAIN cames!! Its BIG alright!!! Wah lao!!! Decide to call Eric to ask if anyones has umbrella, but none have it. Arghhs~ Waited alone under the overbridge, can eu imagine only Me waiting for the rain to STOP! Lonely, I am so lonely! Hahaas. Somemore is under the overhead bridge ehs. aiyoOus. Lesson is boring too ehs. Haiis. After my lesson, went over to ahh bann hse and chit chat with her. Den fell asleep on her bed. Comfortable ehs. Hehees.
=D Night time Chit Chat with Wei Ming. Nothing special really happen actually, until he send me tat link. Its totally DISGUSTING I can say!!!! I damn angry at tat moment! Was thinking, why does he send me this disgusting link n let me see. But listen to his explanation, den found out, he actually dunno anything bout it, as he haven even view yet. Cuss his friend tell him tat link was POWER so he send me thinking shud be something good. Im just totally disgusted lahhs. Felt so dirty oso. At tat moment , my trust for him sudden FADE away. Was thinking of just ignore him for the rest of my life! In future dun listen or reply to his sms or calls anymore! Cuss I really really feel disgusted!
But the next day, 21 August, I still decide to find him! When school ends, I was thinking ‘why time so fast ah? Cannot slower mehhs?’ Den On my way to meet him, was still thinking of U-turn. But start to think, avoid is not a good solution. Face it is better too. But dunno why, after I seen him, all the thinkings I have, is GONE! I just feel very safe n secure feel him. Everything went smoothly too. Went to his house, actually was to company him study, but end up im using his com. Hehees.
After his studies, went Taman Jurong with him to meet up with ah gal. On the way to Taman Jurong with him, was FUN lahhs. Seen his “Siao” side of him! haahaas. Cannot tahan siahhs. lOls. When he’s high, is really HIGH alrights! Haahaa. Ahh bann! Eu met a competitor le! lOls! =D After tat meet up with ah gal liaoos we buy crab n lotts. Was Fun lahhs. Den KFC time. Jokes! lOls. On our way home, he needs to alight at Lakeside MRT station, seeing him alight, got a feeling of she bu de lahhs. Oso dunno why. Sadd to see him leave oso. Den was wanting to say ‘ bye bye’ to him, but he turn away n walk far le. Haiis.
Night-time. Chit Chat with him too! He needs to wake up 6am in the morning! Poor thing man! Asking him to sleep earlier, den he say he wanna ask me one last question den sleep. Our conversation goes on like this:
Me: Go Sleep lahhs
Him: I got one last qns
Me: Ask, quick! Den go sleep liaoos
Him: im confused bout our relationship now siahhs. Lol. Can say we look like we are together but if say together oso not together. Whats this relationship siahhs. So Messy!! Arghhs~
Me: I oso share the same thinking lehhs. Wahaahaa. Ask liaoos right. I oso answer liaoos. Go sleep! Go go go!
Him : Den eu choose lor… eu wan wad option 1) Lets be together 2) remain laidat. I choose 1 eh. Answer I jiu go sleep le.
Me: [No reply ]
Him: nvm I think eu oso dunno how answer. Need think first right.. haha I go offline lor. Later eu noe the answer le sms me bahhs.
In the end I oso nv sms him. first is im very sleepy le. Second is, I oso duno how to answer ehs. Lols. =D
Like I say before, sometimes I do love the feeling of being single. Sometimes I loves being love. I oso dunno wad I really want actually!
Haiis. Confused ah!!
tOday, 22 August, wake up at 9 plus den meet up with ahh bann to Outdoor of Science center to meet ah ki! We were having alOtts of FUN lOhhs. After playing awhile, den went Jurong East Entertainment meet up with Wei Ming, Den together, we eat LJS! Yummy!!! *saliva drop* =x
After LJS, went back to Science Center, this time, without ah ki again, cuss he need to go army, no choice oso, den ahh bann, Wei Ming n me went indoor to play l0hhs. Can say, its Mysterious, happy plus boring bahhs. lOls. I oso dunno how to say, think only, ahh bann, Wei Ming n me noe the feeling lahhs. I wanna mention here, Science Center is COLD alrights!! Next time go in must bring sweater ah! lOls. After all, its FUN!
Den bout 540pm, we actually wanna go down office de. But sudden cancel, den stay outdoor of Science Center lOhhs. We were all sitting down doing nothing, den I decide to go for a walk l0hhs. Wei Ming came along too! Den he sudden ask me, why nv reply his msg bout the option Ytd. lOls. Gan Ga ah!!
Seriously saying, today after eu ask tat question, got alOtt of times I wanna tell eu my answer is One! But I just dunno how to say! If I tell eu, my Love for eu is not as much as eu Love me, are eu still willing to go on? Wad if one day, when we are together, I started to change alOtt? I change till very unreasonable unknowingly and kept controlling eu. Change to a different type of KeXin. Arent eu afraid? I dunno! Wad I noe now is , I seriously need eu by my side alOtts alOtts!!!
Bout 6plus laidat, Wei Ming n I send ahh bann to bus stop, den BYE to her! Den off we go to Jurong East Interchange to take bus to Little India to find my mama! We actually overshoot the stop man!!! Den I started to get nervous le, dunno if my mama will scold mahhs. Den Wei Ming ask me to take cab there, den we dunno alight at which stop, den take cab there, after I reach Little India, I quick Quick say Bye n RUN to find my mama. So nervous siahhs. Den when I put down my bag, I quick quick run to Mrt station find Wei Ming, but think he left le, den I use washroom den go back to my mama workplace l0hhs. We were having FUN man!! Everyone was so high siahhs. Was singing lOudly n kissing n hugging each other. WoOt!!! Its FUN lahhs. If ahh bann is there sure Mad de l0hhs. Den my mama give me drink a sip of Martell. Eeeee. Its bitter alright!! Hahaas. Nv eat much oso. Im hungry now also! Going to drink milo liaoos.
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im lOving iiu .
3:07 AM
