Saturday, August 04, 2007
On 2 Aug, its Thursday, No school for me! hehees. good yar? lOls. Den went down to office with xiao wei. Meeting with Li Shao till halfway, den my eyes n ears are in on-off mode le. Just feel very sleepy lOhhs. When he change his topic to 'Invitation', my eyes n ears open damn BIG. Full of energy n Confident ahs. hahaas. After the whole meeting, went home with Cliff and xiao wei ay 7 plus. Nv went home actually, went xiao wei hse to do 'Invitation'. Jian Liang n Kok Wah come along toO! It was fun and i got abit of skills bout the 'invitation' le. After the whole thing. we decided to stay at Xiao wei's house to watch horror movie. but sad to say, my mum just DUN ALLOW !
Yesterday, 3 Aug, After school, got case den go down Clarke Quay lOhhs. After the case went home alone, bath and MSN! hahaas. Chit Chat with quite a number of people! Surprisingly, I manage to Chat with Gee Soon. Goodness! Im damn happy man! I dunno how to say how happy am i. Im Just really happy by our conversation. From our conversation I can sense that he has become a more talkative person le. hahaas. im not saying he's talktative ah. just this time round got more words and expression le! =D Sat truely, I do MISS him alOtts!! I ask if I can call him out to drink Kopi, and he say CAN!! Wow!!! I fly to the moon ah! hahaas. Den not lOng, Xiao Wei called and ask me to go down and meet ahki, Cliff and her for dinner Quickly! And really Quickly! Say truely, i wish to chat more with him, but hearing Xiao wei asking me to go down quickly, i sense that she is very hungry, so i quickly run down. And asking if possible Gee Soon will wait for me to come back and continue our conversation. But!! when i go down, I NV NV NV noe, Xiao wei still need to go her house and change! Arghhs!!! I was like mad. Hao bu rong yi manage to chat so much with him, den was lyk damage by xiao wei. I noe it's not her fault! I noe I cant blame her too! but i really really blame and blaming and blaming myself!!! Im truely not angry with her at all! im just too emotional le! The whole journey and supper was like very uneasy because of me. Im sorry bout tat! But eu just wont understand my feeling de lahhs. Eu dunno how much i miss him. Eu dunno how long I have wanted to talk with him. Even his simple "HI" can make my day bright!! But of cOz, at tat very moment, something strike my mind! I have promise someone i will overcome my past. Wad can i say is, I really need time!! I know i have usen 3 and a half years overcoming it! But... haiis... How can i overcome it? How can i totally forget him? How can i stop hearing his news and wont get excited? Its really hard on me seriously. Haiis..
After my so called dinner with kok wah, xiao wei, Cliff and ah ki, Kok Wah ask me to go aside and sit. Cuss he wanna talk to me personally. Den of cOz xiao wei, Cliff and ah ki go home first. Kok Wah talk to me alott! It's really alOtt!! He told me his feeling and future. We just chat with each other openly. I really feel happy for you. cus you know how to think of your future and sure wad ur goal is. Chat not long, on the way home, suddenly received a call from my sister saying Boi Boi fight with my mama! Den i was like kena shock! But really Thankks Kok Wah for riding me home so fast and so safely. Thankks alotts!
I reach home really fast! Wad really happen, I wont mention here! n i wont say anything le!!! I noe its my fault for making eu all worried bout me! but can eu imagine how beng kui and how much i nid eu by my side? Eu tell me if anything happens to me, eu wanna be the first to noe. i really tell eu at first!! But i nv noe tat eu will get so worry for me!! ARGHHHHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its all my fault!!!! I shouldnt have tell eu firstly!! Im really stupid to tell eu n making eu so worry for me!!! Im Sorry for bullying eu!!Im Sorry for making eu Cry!!! Im sorry for making eu so worry for me!!! Im sorry for making eu angry!!! Im Just SORRY!!!! Its all my fault!!!! PLEASE DUN FORGIVE ME!!!! Makes me the BAD PERSON in the world!!! I will Sincerely accept this name eu gave me!!! I really nv tell my brother to bluff eu all im not around since morning!! i just tell him to tell eu all im not free! I dun think i will be going out and play basketball with eu all anymore le! Yesterday is a disaster for me!! Do eu think i still have the time to think bout eu all? Eu say sorry cant solve anything!! Yahhs! its true!! but other den sorry i really have nothing to say le! XIAO WEI!!! IM SORRY!!!
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