Monday, August 13, 2007
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As I say in my previous post :
[[sudden think of why are eu giving in to me so much when i dont! Yes! we did pr0mise each other that we must tell each other h0w we feel or think. and everytime i really tell eu without caring whether after eu hear h0w will eu feel. i cant imagine if its me h0w will i feel. i nv stand in ur sh0es to think at all! i dunno h0w much eu have been bearing ur pain.]]
Tats really how I feel. I really dun wish to hurts eu and making eu worry this and worry that. I oso admit sometimes I really find tat I love eu n I really need eu by my side, but sometimes I just feel like being alone. I noe waiting for a person is very miserable because I experience this before. Sometime I really wish to just tell eu ‘Stop waiting for me’. Its not that im rejecting eu or wad. Is I noe its miserable waiting for a person. Yes, I did say after I overcome come my past den its our beginning, but I feel tat im just trying to run away from this problem. I noe very clearly I have overcome my past, but whenever I feel like touching LOVE, I will back out. I dunno why too. Maybe eu are right in saying time will tell everything bahhs. Haiis. Wad can I sae lehhs. Eu can really affect me by ur bad n good days man. Seeing eu happy, im happy too, seeing eu emo, I oso emo liaoos..
This 3 days really v lazy to bl0gg lahhs. Also g0t al0tt of things happen. On last Friday, after school meet up with ahh bann for lunch. When I was buying our lunch, den saw Wei Ming beside me. I was damn shock at first den g0t nerv0us oso. Sudden ask myself ’ Am I dreaming?’ hahaas. Really shock me lOhhs. Shock until order the wrong food ah! Hahaas. I noe im careless lahhs. lOls. After the lunch, Wei Ming n ahh ban came my hse to watch ‘nan er ben se’. follow by Kok Wah!
Watch half way, my sister sudden go out without telling us where she go. Just PONG! The door close! I admit im worried but just dun wanna show out, so just maintain as its none of my business lOhhs. After the show, we went over to ahh bann’s hse den down to fitness corner to chit chat n play AGAIN! Hahaas. Den sudden ahh gal came down from ahh bann’s hse and tell me tat my mama call him saying my sister sudden call her and started crying n saying she dunwan to go home! I was really shock n worry l0hhs. I have no mood to continue playing so went home straight and start to search for my sister’s friend phone number and start calling. But just cant reach her friends n her l0hhs!! Really very worried!! Den g0t no choice, I call my mama and ask her wad actually happen. My mama just push the blame on me. I really dunno wad wrong did I do man! Den I start to get more n more worry, den alone staying in the room started to fan xin! Sudden Wei Ming came in and talk me round. I really dun have the mood to talk to him, so was kinda of keeping quiet n hmmm… ahh… orhh… after tat he ask me if he should leave the room and letting me alone thinking. Den I say yahhs. After he went out, the next moment he came IN again!!! I was so so touched n … … cuss at tat moment I really nid him beside me alotts alotts. I so much wanted to lend his shoulder but just…
haiis. Its quite sad losing a sister l0hhs. Den ahh bann, Wei ming n ahh gal help me to find her from BOON LAY TO JURONG EAST CANAL!! Not by taking bus alrights! Is by WALKING!! My leg gonna break man. Especially Wei Ming’s foot! His shoes is torn den bare foot walking l0hhs. Quite xin tong lahhs. Den was thinking, thanks him n ahh bann for being with me when I really need them around!! But im more worry for my sister l0hhs. We just cant find her lahhs. Den l0ng story lahhs. Lazy to write oso. Ahh bann g0t scolded, Wei Ming g0t scolded, den went Jurong West to find my sister’s friend with Ah Ki. THANNKS XIAO WEI, WEI MING n JIAN LIANG for being with me till the end when I really need ur help!! Thankks al0tts lahhs. =D Den not l0ng, received a call from mama saying my sister is with her, den we was like ‘WAHHS!!!!’ dunno how to say oso, but at least we can fang xin le l0hhs. Reach home, my mama ask us wad actually goes on at home? Why is my sister so hate to stay at home. Den quarrel with my sister really seriously l0hhs. Den oso l0ng story lahhs. I can only say Its quite angry n hurtful l0hhs!!
Yesterday was ALBUM LAUNHING DAY!! Hahas. Excited n high l0hhs!! I was so high man. den was madd ah. But thanks to the make up artist for making me looks pretty tat day! Thanks YAN YI !! Overall feel very excited n happy plus abit of disappointed n guilty l0hhs. Cuss call all my friends here den in the end I nv sing at all. But im glad tat Xiao Wei, Wei Ming, Li Shao, Ju Yee, Mrs Neo, Mama, Keris n Eric to buy my album! Thankks f0r supporting! Let me give eu all a BIG huggs! *huggies* =D
After the event, take bus to Jurong Point with Cliff, Kok Wah, Kok Soon n ahh gal, Kok Wah sat beside me kept talking craps. Quite boring n sick lahhs. Hahaas. But tats him lahhs. If he nv talk craps den will find it weird lehhs. Lols. But can stop say ‘ I Love You’ to me mahhs? Seems fake n sick lehhs. Den I was like trying to entertain eu. Haiis. Reach Jurong Point den eat Pizza Hut. Hehees. Loves~ hohoOs. Den sudden Kok Wah call his friend den something serious crop up man! I noe he is hurts n sad, so over here wanna tell him dun be too sadd over it. Cuss no matter wad, we are still ur friends. We will stand by eu de. If eu feel like crying just cry, no need to force urself n hide ur sadness too kaees. Smille! =))
After the whole things, went home, bathe, chit chat online till 3plus in the morning. Den chit chat on fone with Wei Ming till this morning 7plus!! Hahaas. We are breaking our record man!! hahaas. Den went to sleep till this morning 11 plus while Wei Ming went to play Basketball with his friends. 11 plus wake up den start doing housework, TIRED man!! hahaas. After doing housework den start listening to our album. hohoOs. ITS NICE ALRIGHTS!! Hahaas. Not becos im singing in the album so I say its nice alrights, but its really nice lahhs. My dad still tease me saying ‘ wahhs, how cum I have a feeling tat im a star dad now!’ haas. Cute l0hhs my dad!! He just came back awhile n off to M’sia again le! Take Care on ur way kaees!! Misses!! =))
Hehees. Stop here le. Think some problem with my computer, cant login to my blog de. So over here THANKKS WEI MING for helping me to post ! Thankks ah!! Next time treat eu drink plain water. Wahahahahhahahahahhas!!!! Smillee
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