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Monday, July 30, 2007

I Just Love eu guys lahhs!
The Specs Group? =S
Trying tO act Cute ehs. wahahahas
The Smilee Face =)
Taken at Cliff's Hse inside the rOom we are chatting. Nice right?
i Just lOvee this Pic alOtts!
while waiting for ahki for dinner, too bOring take de. hohoOs. =x
[ My brother n me]
The Gals I Love n Miss!



tOday is really a shOrt day for me. In the morning i was late for school by 30 mins. hahaas. but i just dun understand wad my teacher is teaching about. Arghhs! Den for break we went out tO eat chicken Rice. hahaas. Yummy! Back to school for the next module, IT lesson. nth much oso. just slack n taking fOtos with both Eric n jamie! Wahahas. Notice the spec i wear? its not mine actually, when i got into the class looking for a seat den saw this spec den take it and wear. wear for the whole of 3 hrs lesson but no one come in and claim den ITS MINE!! wahahahahas.






Izzit it funny and nice? hahaas. We were busy taking fOtos, even our lecturer oso laugh at us.

After lesson, went home by MRT den walk hOme. Wahhs, fast man! 45 min reach hOme le. its 5-6pm le, Actually decide to have a nap first den msg wei ming, but suddenly gOt a call from ah ki asking me to play Basketball. Den wOot! Energentic liaOos. Go dOwn meet ahki n have dinner with him n my brother first. Den went Basketball cOurt. Den cOmes ahki friend. Den fOrm a group starting to play den Sizzzzzzz............... RAIN COMES !!!! >.<> I nOe wad Zhong Yi say is nOt real! Wad Weiming say is not real n wad Kok Wah say tat day is not real! Thankks! i feel really relieved now! When we reach Cliff hse, I alone gO inside Xiao Wei's brOther room tO charge Hp but oso msging Weiming lahhs. =x hahaas. Den not long, Kok Wah came in and talk tO me. We talk quite alOtt. And we really say out all our heart problem to each other, it just seems nothing stop us from saying, we are just saying out our words truely n the truth! I told eu if it was in the past, i will feel tat i make the right decision to break up with eu, but after this 3 years of thinking, i can say it truely and loudly, andrew is no better den eu! Really a BIG Thank You To You! As i say, i really wish tO give eu a BIG friendly Hug, but just dun dare, so shake hand lOhhs. Eu tOld me Im the one eu Care mOst n Worry the mOst! And its fOr lifetime! Im really glad tO hear that! But just dunno hOw to put in wOrds. Thanks for understanding me so much! Thanks for saying im ur good friend! I Just Love eu lahhs! hahaas. Eu told me Walking up a stairs is always hard but walking down is always easy! i agree! n i really can understand! And of cOs, eu say bOut our future, i wOnt mentiOn here, but just really hOpe eu n Amanda will be tOgether sOoner or maybe Later as eu still nid tO fight for ur wOrk n School wOrk. Maybe people will find that eu two are not compaitable, but just like eu say, being with her is eu not us. sO over here i sincerely Wish eu gOod luCk! I hOpe she will treasure eu toO, yar? n i osO prOmise everytime when i sees eu, i will give eu a bright n friendly Smile n of cOs whenever eu are singing, i will jOin in and sing with eu! Oh ya! if eu Need tO find a Listener, i may nOt be the best but i will still sit dOwn quietly beside eu n listen! Eu must toO ehs?! N i really lOve tO hear ur lecture! hahaas. =D

Over here, Also want tO thanks Jian Liang fOr helping me tO tell Kok Wah bOut tat thing. If its Not eu, i think till nOw im still very gulity over it n wont be talking so much with kOk Wah le. Thanks alOtts! Smile!



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Sunday, July 29, 2007

its been a v v long time since i blog le. but dunno if eu all still continue to view it. hahaas. if nv oso nvm. if its me i oso wont view. hohoOs. anyway, im back le! kekees.

For those hu dun noe, im currently studying in MDIS taking Travel Tourism and Hospitality Management. Got tO nOe quite sOme friends there! There are Fun and lOving ehs. lOves~ Teacher started to give us project to do too! Ais..... .... Im just Lazy to start lahhs. hahaas. Cuss deadline still v far. wahahahas.

My Album is Launching on 11 August!!! Thankks eu people for coming! Especially ahh bann hu walks with me from starting of the competition till now! Thankks n lOve euu man!!! =D

Quite lOtsa things happen recently too. In the past i dui bu qi Kok Wah! Sincerely say SORRY to eu! Although eu noe the truth thru Ahki but im really glad tat eu didnt blame me and still regard me as ur friend. im really touch! Thankks Kok Wah!! yahhs! oso thankks wei ming for telling me tat Ahki tOld him! Thankks. =))

Few days back, i msg to ahh ban telling her: Dunno y suddenly i have a feeling to stay far from Ming.im really scared cus he's saying 'i miss eu' 'loving eu' like Jia Chang Bian Fan. its really hard for me to believe it.really! i scared i will try to stay far from him. what to do now? when i tell him i dun believe his words, he just say its the TRUTH! i find tat he's the same as other guys. how? I really cant overcome my past n trust his words so easily. What to do?how? Im v fan! Arghhs! But i really do cre for him! Izzit just Xi guan? Arghhs! =(

Den she reply me saying: its normal!Eu wanted to stay far from him cus eu cant forget ur past and accept his now, right? if eu are able to forget bout ur past, CONGRATS! cus only eu by doing that, eu can continue ur love life without anything holding back. Overcome it, believe me, its just how eu think only. If ming kip on saying he love/miss eu den the gal inside eu kip on telling eu ' no he's bluffing eu. dun ever believe guys words easily anymore!' i noe its easy foe me to say but hard for eu to do. eu wil nv noe the outcome of smth unless eu really go and do or try it. and eu will nv noe maybe after eu overcome it and its changes ur entire life. communicate w urself, if after eu try to overcome ur prob but still cant, nvm, tel urself that at least i did try smth and try my best. at least im not sitting down n doing nth.now the prob is ur past, if eu start to tell urself'i'm going to forget my past n sadness and start over my love life again for the sake of Ming, i wanted to love him wholeheartedly. if the love eu given to others previously doesnt get repaid or dey nv treasure, nvm, be content eu had a hong hong lie lie love for urself. eu live for urself not others. in love life eu'll get hurt no matter wad. Just how eu see the pain only. ahh ban will always be here.Love whom eu love. i'll give eu my full support!i promise! if by the tym eu are hurt, cum to me, i'll find the best way to ease ur pain.

Really thankks ahh bann for waking me up from this nightmare! hmms. i noe i got cut ur msg abit. but really too long le. hohoOs. dun mind right. =))

For Wei ming lehhs. hmms. Just hope eu dun always think every thing to the bad side. Not everything is bad eu think. Understand? if eu continue to think to the bad side eu are making urself miserable niahhs. Just like me, I have started to believe and trust tat eu really miss me everytime eu told me. and of cOz i hope eu are the one tat i can 100% leave my heart for eu to care, As eu should noe, in the past i really leave my heart with him! lOve him alotts! But in the end , he just leave me alone in a maze. Know how scared n lonely am i at that really moment? know how sadd am i? He told im too sensative, so i change! I try to make myself better for him to love me again. but not ones he look back. can eu imagine how pain it is? Once, i describe hime as Moon, and im the Stars. For the past few years, i always believe he is my and only one. i always believe one day there is a miracle he will be back by my side. Until now, i Finally woke up! there is no way Moon And Star will be together. And its true! Everytime i look up the Sky, Stars is always far from the Moon. I waited 3 and a half year cuss i really believe he will come back to me. But now! i really wish to thanks him for letting me noe that i nv love the wrong person tat year! Cus he really worthy it ! Thankks for being the first person to let let me noe wad's lOve! Thankks for letting me have a thing of walking red carpet with eu! Thanks for hurting me so much and make me stronger now! Thanks for everything and everything! Eu are part of my life once, but now i wanna kip eu deep in my heart. I will nv forget the days we spent together. I will kepp our memories well. Its the best memories i have for eu! Thankks Gee Soon!!

and of coz! after Gee Soon, i dun dare to accept any love le. Why? thats because after leaving my heart for my love ones again, he will not treasure. I wanna overcome my past and willing to overcome for the sake of you! [ eu shud noe hu eu are, dun act blur ah =) ]
I will try, I must try and im willing to try hard to believe and trust eu! I noe it will be hard for me, but no matter wad! I still wanna try. I really hope eu will be there to hold my hands and walk all the obstacles with me! I hope eu will be the one that i can leave my heart with. Although we noe each other not long and not much, but i believe, time will tell everything! If one day, i cOmes tO noe I Love You and cant live without eu, tats the day we begin. Im sure when tat day comes, we will grab each other hands tightly and will nv let go easily. Obstacles will help our relationship to be stronger, are eu willing to walk hand in hand with me and knock it down?
Sometimes i really wish to tell eu I Like eu! but just dunno wad is holding me. i really hate the feeling when eu are out of my sight. cus its shows dunno how long i will get to see eu again. Just wanna tell eu, i really Miss eu alotts!

i lOve the way eu care for me when i never take my meals reguraly.
i lOve the way eu smile at me, i lOve the way eu play basketball.
i lOve the way eu care for my skin more than me.
i lOve the way eu talk to me. i lOve the way eu tell me ur feeling.
i lOve the way eu care bout my feelings.
i lOve the way eu will worried for me if im late for school.
i lOve the way eu tell me eu will get jealous easily.
i lOve the way eu play sicssors, paper stone with me.
i just lOve the way eu dO in everything! Becos it shOws me tat im really impOrtant to eu!

Arghhs! i accidently cut my leg mah! Damn pain! Gonna use Gelly le! will update often de! thanks for reading! =D



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