Yesterday had a 2 hr jOurney! With Diana n Leftie! Cuss went tO Simei ITE. Wow! Simei ITE damn cOol man! especially their multi-purpOse hall ! Wow! lOvees man! Wadds make me more happy is ii gOt tO saw Alvin! But sO sOrry tat ii nv really talk tO euu cuss ii was busy writting my applicatiOn fOrms. Yeahhs~ Miss him lOtts man! Nv change much. Still playful. When he saw me he hit my head very hard siahhs. I was thinking which madd guy hit my head Hahaas. Den gOt tO nOe is Alvin. Hahaas. Paiseh arhhs. =] Takee Caree!

This few days dunno why kept saying hurtful things tO my brother, Sister and friendds. Not purposely de. Really! I osO dunnO why laidat. Suddenly those hurtful wOrds just cOme out frOm my mOuth. Just cant cOntrol it. I'm sOrry!

AbOut wadd she tOld me bOut tat persOn makes me dunn believe in this persOn anymOre le. I cant take it when ii gOt tO findd out tat this persOn tat ii nOe fOr sO 'lOng' and turn out tO be just a lier! A backstabber toO! Why is this persOn laidat? Why are eu putting on a mask? Is it the real euu? I really cant take it when ii gOt tO nOe this news. It is really shocking!! I am glad that eu tOld me the truth!! But ii am still very cOnfused. Cuss as eu say, Dunn hear wad Others say but believe in yOur own eyes. But ii'm sure ii am 98% believe in euu.

Suddenly makes me think; am ii tat irritating? Am ii just a persOn that let everyone hate me? Are euu all true tO me? There are tOo many xu wei friends le. Really cant take it anymore. Really wanna SHOUT my heart out! Please! I need euu tO cOmpany me! Please! tO beach or wadeva! Anywhere tat can let me vOice out! SHOUT out all my unhappiness!!

I have been disliking the wrOng persOn and trusted the wrOng persOn toO!
I AM VERY SORRY!!
I nv nOe that actually ii am just a stupid girl hu has been hidden in the dark when everybody was in the bright side. I am toO stupid tO trust eu sO much le.
I AM REALLY STUPID!!!

Again and again have been hurts by FRIENDS this wOrdds! Again and Again!! When cann it stop? I'll nv nOe till the day ii die.. nO one nOes wadd will happen later. Treasure the things or persOn that is arOund euu nOw. Must ii treasure euu? Cann ii say ii hate FRIENDS this wOrdds? ShOuldd ii or shOuldd nOt? Hu is actually true tO me? Izzit euu? Or yOu? Or euu? Or yOu?? !!!

Yesterday ii ask euu "Have euu ever hate me or dislike me?" Eu reply saying "Got... Alot... Haha... Like euu mOre lOr..." That mOments, my tears drOp le. I have nv nOe that ii have make euu dislike me befOre. I'M really SORRY! But really thank euu fOr liking me mOre and telling me the truth. ThanKks! ii really believe yOur wOrdds alOtts!

yOur wOrdds really matters alOtt tO me!! Really!!