Wednesday, November 29, 2006
DunnO hOw tO type out my feeling. But ii can only saee ii just findd out ii have NO friendds. Dun saee euu are my friendds when euu dunnO me or dun understand me. Just feel tat everybody is treating me very strangely. And its real. EveryOne is drifting apart frOm me. Why? !!! I dun understand why. All prOmise are empty prOmise. EveryOne have fOund their new friendds and had fOrgOtten their past friendds. Dun saee NO !! think again n answer. but fOr me. I kept wanting tO cling on tO my past friendds. But they are just walking away. Even if we sees ech other in street osO nv talk much. tats nOt ii wants!!
This few daees ii am sO lOnely !!! Reall lOnely alrights !! Euu nOe? Even Leftie osO dunnO ! nO ones nOe at all ! Maybe iim nOt sOmeOne special in ur heart le. euu have fOund the special persOn n ii wish euu happiness. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh !!!!!!! Wadd nOnsense am ii talking abOut !!! Arghhh! Just dun care bOut me !!!
I hOpe tO leave this strange n lOnely place as sOon as pOssible !!! I dunn wanna see euu all !!! ALL ARE FAKE !!! I HATE YOU !!!
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im lOving iiu .
10:30 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
[[ Only gOdd can judge a persOn, nOrt euu ]]
I dreamt of euu giving me anOther chance tO lOve euu. In my dreamt we lOvee each other alOtts. I lOve tat feeling. its seems sO lOng since ii feel tat way. But in reality will tat happen? haiis.
Yeahhs~ Last fridaee play rOller blade. the first time ii play rOller blade kaees. well. i am very clumsy!! kept falling dOwn. Fortunately, Diana hOld me tightly. if nOrt ii am in hOspital nOw le. My bOnes are weak alrights. =]
Went East Coast Park on last Saturdaee with Xin Yee, Mindy, Hui Yi and my siblings. Feel odd with them. dunnO why osO. maybe toO lOng nv see each other den gOt nOthing tO chat abOut bahhs. osO cant get intO their tOpics. sO ii just foOl arOund with my siblings lOhhs. Just feel weird. sO sOrry bOut that. Cant high at all.
After tat went Serangoon tO eat our dinner. We ate dOsai, Briyani Chicken, Tea n sOft drinks. DeliciOus n nice. After our dinner we went nearby tO walk walk while waiting fOr my mum tO finish her wOrk. We went This FashiOn tO buy clOthes. WoW!! cheap lehhs. Den we like crazy kept wanting this shirt n tat shirt. after chOosing all den we findd out we cant buy tat much cuss we only have $15 dOllars. Den we were like.. haiis. cant buy clOthes liaOos. gOt alOtts we fancy siahhs. den went tO my mum shOp. My brOther cant take it cuss he nO mOney tO buy clOthes. den ask my mama fOr mOney. My mama just smile tO us. but my mama' bOss take out $50 frOm his pOcket and give us. asking us tO take n buy cLothes. Well. Den we bu ke qi liaOos. hahaas. Just take the mOney n Thankks and ran all the way tO This fashiOn n take the clOthes we want. wahhs. Buy till beng ahhs !!! Happy man !!! Thankks !!!
Yesterdaee went orchard with siblings tO dO the eye mask trail. sO uncOmfOrtable. Den walk walk awhile. Eat our lunCh n went hOme. Reach hOme bOut 6 plus. Den lie dOwn awile waiting fOr 7pm drama. lOvees. StrOngly recOmmend. Every Saturday n Sunday 7 pm at channel 8. whOoooOooo~
Oh yaas! there are sOme piCs need tO uplOadds. Maybe tOmOrrOw or the daee after tOmOrrOw den pOst up kaees. Smillee everyOne !! =]]
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im lOving iiu .
10:13 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
YawnnzZzZzzzz. TIRED !!! Yesterday just finish my BSA Exam. Damn Easy !! chicken feet niahhs. hahaas. Den gOt EFW prOgress test. chicken feet osO. but scared exam n test cOme out is FAIL arhhs. lOls. gOod luCk tO myself.
Thankks Patricia fOr the cystal. lOvees !
need tO wOrk hard fOr my OFP. Just cant memOrise the nOtes. sO many siahhs. Exam cOming in twO weeks time. God bless ! gOod luCk !!
nO mOod tO update toO. if gOt interesting thinggs den will update again de. :))
9 mOre dayys tO gO !!
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im lOving iiu .
8:36 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Well! dunn say me siaOo fOr putting my pix laidat. its nOt my prOblem! alsO dunnO why when ii uplOad den becOme laidat le. =]]
My twO twins brOther? alike? hmms* Damn nOttie brOther! lOvees!toOpid siahhs!!! tOday wanna bath warm water den ii went tO fetch the hOt water tO pOur inside cOld water pail. Den dunnO is the hOt water pail tOo heavy or wadd. SCALE my finger!!! oh gOsh!! HELP!! My third finger damn pain man!!!
Yeahhs~ cOngrats!! Ren Fu's baby is bOrn on 19 November 2006, 0951 am !!! Wahhs!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY. The baby's name is cOrr 'Le Le'. whOoo~ hOw ii wish ii can share the happiness siahhs. =]]
Yesterday went tOilet den saw the STUPID AYU![the girl tat steal my fOnee]. Damn suii lOhhs!! Want tO gO tOilet osO cannOt she kept blOcking my way den kept staring at me frOm head tO tOe! Den when ii say 'excuse me' she den give way fOr me tO cut her. PLEASE get this clear!! Is euu hu dO the wrOng thinggs ! Dun give any attitude okaees!!! Damn it!! sO thiCk skin still wann tO da xiaO sheng with me!! Please lOhhs. Owe me $20 still dunn wan return! Owe my friend $60 osO dunn wan return, PLease lahhs. dunn wan return den say lahhs. kept finding excuses say next week next week. Well its over fOr cOuple of mOnths and when dOes ur next week stOp?!! huhhs?!!!! lOok at euu really spOilt my mOod ahh!! Damn regret cOming tO this schOol and nOeing sOmeOne like euu!! Really damn suii ahh!!!
Please hOhhs. whether ii wann tO update pOst anOt is up tO me! I dunn need ur cOncern!! Yeahhs~ its euu. ii wanna update is up tO me. nO need tO ask me sO much. Euu are nOt my hu Okaees! Euu are just sOmebOdy ii HATE !! Stop asking bOut my blOgg alrights!!! My friend can ask me tO update blOg but nOt euu Okaees! Get this clear!! DUN ACT ANYMORE !!! I'm sick n tired liaOos !!!
cOngrats tO all 'O's students!! Finally finish ur Exam !! Can relax le ehs !!
whOooo~ My hOlidaee is on Dec o5 ! cOol !!! Early hOlidaee !!! Wow!! Maybe will be gOing back tO malaysia !! Miss my cOusin alOtts!! Especially JU YEE n my GRANDMA !!! lOvees * cOunting dOwn the daees we left in schOol. left 11 daees! cOunting on!!! jOin me tO cOunt !!!
This Saturday gOing tO have HI-P gathering !! whOoo~ waiting fOr tat daee tO cOme !! Excited!! Xin yee! Excited mahhs? wahhs!!!
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im lOving iiu .
8:47 AM
The pix we take at little indian. [still rmb?]
This is dOdo. My tOy! lOvees it tO bits. need tO hug it everyday den can sleep de hOhhs. =]] 
the reactiOn of the birthdaee gall
feeding each other (still kidds?)
Birthdaee gall opening present
The birthdaee cake
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im lOving iiu .
8:37 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
hey guys! cant get into my blOgg yesterdaee right? hahaas. is a part of my plan fOr my Leftie birthdaee de. ii wanna let her believe tat ii DUN wan tO wish her de. n ii succeedd !! cheers* but very xingg ku de hOhhs.
Night-time went dOwnstairs put candles. cakes. camera in place den tell my siblings hOw tO shOot videO of birthdaee gall. when everything is okaees. den ii purpOsely sms Leftie asking her tO bring my thumb drive dOwn as ii need tO use it fOr BSA urgently. Yeahhs~ n she fallen intO this triCk. She came dOwn n was surprised until she is lOst of wOrdds. hahaas. Plan everything very perfectly but in the end she nv gan dOng until drOp tears. sianns. if tears drOp den headlines lehhs. hahaas. After the celebratiOn den she ask me when did ii started tO plan all this. den we started tO chit chat alOngg n sOrt things out bOut 1 hOur plus. and everything is a MISUNDERSTANDING !!! Oh my gOodness !!! Just becOss of MISUNDERSTOOD n end up in such a seriOus prOblem. Arghhhs~ see lahhs. ask euu tO cOme out talk euu dun wann den end up laidat lOhhs. HaiyOous. Wadd ii dO fOr euu in everything is fOr ur own gOod de. =p haiis. but euu nv appreciate. diaoOs.
Wanna tell everyOne hu has been cOncerning bOut Leftie n Rightie prOblem. Thankks alOtts! we are BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN le. cOngrats* Yeahhs~
Leftie: yesterday fOrget tO ask eu. Euu mentiOn in ur blOgg [all because of jealOusy] <----- Wad jealOusy? blur* hOw dO euu feel when euu get tO nOe ii change my PW ? hahaas. ii still feel abit shy lahhs. have alOtts of things tO say but just dunnO hOw tO open my mOuth.
Leftie ii decided to drOp dOwn yOur name EVERYTIME when ii gOt sOmething tO tell euu or anything bOut euu. cuss withOut writting the name really will make us or rather me cOnfuse le. Up tO euu toO ! =D Oh. Cant wait fOr euu tomorrOw le cuss finddin wei yan as her break is frOm 12-130pm. Or euu wann cOmpany me n cOme alOngg? Euu are mOst welcOme ehs !! Eat LJS ? ermmms. LJS is $3.60 not $2.50 huhhs. bring cOrrect amOunt huhhs. wahahahas. euu shld nOe wadd iim refering tO ehs.
Well, ii'm being order by sOmeone tO msg her at 11.59.59pm yesterdaee. hmms. iim willing tO, cOzz ii'm nOrt the first to wish her sO ii make it the last tO wish her lOhhs. =D happie le bahhs.
Thankks Ju Yee fOr always helping me tO solve prOblem! lOvees euu! Oh! n Felix toO! thankks fOr cOncerning. Thankks alOtts. Will try tO ask xiaOo weii whether wanna meet up next week de kaees. =]]
nOrt sure gOing faCial tOdaee mahhs. cuss mama siCkk le. takee caree!!
Yan Ping cant gO vivO city siahhs. cOss her bOiii friend dun let her gO. Sianns ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To thOse hu can't get intO my blOg the next time or rather dunnO my PasswOrdd, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dun ask me fOr PasswOrdd cuss this shOws that ii dun wish tO let euu enter intO my blOgg freely! If ii nv tell euu or give euu my new PasswOrdd or URL, DUN ASK ME !!! Eu shOuld have nOe very clearly, YOU ARE OUT OF BOUNDS IN MY BLOG !!!!!!!!!!! Just shOOo~
If euu dunn like me please dun act as if euu like me Okaees! ii'm sickk of acting in frOnt of eu !!! AlthOugh ii lOvee acting but ii just HATE ACTING IN FRONT OF EUU !!! GET lOST !!!
Arghhs~ iim really in a difficult positiOn.
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im lOving iiu .
11:40 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Yeahhs~ One year older le huhhs. cOol !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAO WEI ; LEFTIE ; AHH BANN ; CHOCOLATE n BREADDY !!!
HAPPY PRETTY 17th BIRTHDAY TO EUU !!!
Good luCk ! Take care ! All the best ! Stay Happy!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:35 AM
its a special dayy todae !!
HAPPY HANDSOME 17th BIRTHDAY TO GEE SOON !!! lOvees.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAR SIANG !!
good luCk n all the best. Mishh !!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:31 AM
nOrt in a very gOod mOod this few days or rather weeks.
yesterday night receive a cOrr frOm Felix. He wakes me up. but nvm. cuss ii half sleep half awaken de. den chat with him. hahaas. lOls. ii misunderstoOd him gOt girlfriend. paiseh wOhhs. During our cOnversatiOn. He's mOre mature le. wOw. congrats! He tell me nOrt tO think of past things sO much but think of future things. hmms. ii agree. hahaas. cuss he last time always thinks of his ex n many mOre. but nOw he can tell me this phrase it shOws he wakes up le. Cheers*
Finishing my cOnversatiOn with him den went out tO drink a cup of water den lean on my windOw. lOoks up tO the sky. Den wOw !! yesterday dere was sO many STARS man !!!Beautiful man !!! cOol !! vey lOng nv sees sO much stars le.
haiis. 10 more days tO gO n Ren fu frOm 5566 idOl grOup will start a new life le. He's BABY will be delivered!!! cOngrats* but still very disappOinted in him lahhs. but its gOod tat he takes the responsibilities!! *applause*
Will be gOing vivO city on Saturday !! cOol! With Wei yan, Xiu Min, Yan Ping n my siblings. Purpose of gOing dere is becus its a newly Open shopping center and also gathering !!! Its been a year since we fOur gather to gO together. And of cOss tat day is my brOther birthday! wOo!! waiting fOr tat day. hope everyOne will turn up for the gathering! Mishh !!
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im lOving iiu .
10:14 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
wOw!! yesterday only have 2 hOurs lessOn lehhs. frOm 10am-12nn den head hOme le. cOol! if everydae laidat mOre gOod. hahaas.
Well, my brOther gOne missing yesterday fOr 6 hOurs. frOm 11am-530pm they are missing frOm our hOuse. Den we repOrt to my mama. But we nOrt really wOrried as they are guys. When they cOme hOme my mama 'order' us tO beat them. My sister use cane tO beat their legs. My brOther whOle face red. Cry like waterfall. Den anOther brOther shOw a handsOme face ehs! but quite surprised lahhs. cuss everytime when we beat them they will shOw very very angry face like gOing tO kill us then. hahaas. Den of cuss is my turn tO slap them. hmms. but nv slap. cuss tO me. ii think tat face is very important tO everyOne. sO. dun really have the heart tO beat. sOmemOre ii dun like peOple tO slap my face. hmms. and of cuss. at tat time ii'm nOrt angry at all! I'm nOrt sO mad tO slap sOmeOne withOut reasOn alright??!
hmms. My sister yesterday vOiced out a phrase n ii findd it meaningful ehs. There is always an ending tO everythingg. wahhs. my sister say this phrase lehhs. getting mature le ehs. hahaas. =]
hmms. ii tOld my sister she always like tO pack everything n run-away. hahaas. den we luff like hell cuss the meaning of this phrase refer tO my sister hu likes tO takes all the blame n just get out of the tOpic. hmms. ehs. sOmetime ii really wish tO paCk everything n run away. sO tat nObOdy will findd me. well. its gOing tO cOme true sOon! waiting fOr tat daes.
Cheers~ ii had finishing stitching my cross stitch le !! Yeahhs~ready tO give tat persOn le. but dunnO hOw the persOn will react when the persOn receive my lOvely crOss stitch. Really hOpe euu will like it as ii sew it with my sincerity. acccidently pOke my fingers alOtt of time le. gOt once pOke until finger red ah. but everytime ii sew ii will always think tat this present is for euu. sO its nOrt pain anymOre le. =]] Anyway, Just hOpe euu will lOve it alOtts. wOnt tell euu all hu the persOn is. when the persOn receive le den tell euu all. hehees.
hmms. ii nv nOe tat eu can say out tat phrase sO relaxingly. AlthOugh my heart ache. But ii still bear with it and nOt cry in frOnt of my friends. I have nv nOe tat euu HATE me sO much. Anyway, This is ur decisiOn and ii will respect it. ii wOnt trOuble euu anymOre. I swear* Thanks fOr the past few years.
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im lOving iiu .
8:21 AM
Monday, November 13, 2006
When ii saw euu cOmfOrt ur friend. Heart brOke! cuss euu nv cOmfOrt me like hOw eu cOmfOrt her. haiis.
On Saturday went Little India tO celebrate my mum's friend birthday. take sOme pics over there. will update fOto when ii have time.
Yeahhs~ yesterday Juyee call me ehs! Wow! Miss her vOice sO sO muCh!!!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:20 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Please dunn shOw me or tell me euu care fOr me when euu dun!!! Just ShoOoo n get lOst!!! Just leave me alOnee and dunn ask anything! I had enuff!!! Communicate with euu? It just seems sO difficult!!!
Later gOing Westmall tO celebrate b'day with Carlene. =] But tOday nOt her b'day, cus on her b'day she is nOt free. sO we push it fOrward n celebrate! Yeahhs~ Carlene: ii nOe euu are very disappOinted when euu nOe we nv gO. sO ii went hOme n think again. sO, ii decide tO gO! But ii gOing off after we finish our lunCh cuss need tO cOmpany yan Ping tO bank. osO dunnO why. hOpe euu will nOt be angry.
Juyee has finish her Exam! cOol! cOngrats!!
Yesterday saw Cap again. hmms. same bus stOp but nOt same bus. sianns. but ii gOt secretly sees him lahhs. hahaas. dun misunderstand huhhs. ii just find him quite special. =]
my fOne have nO battery yesterday night. sO ii charge it by switching off my fOnee. hmms. this is the reasOn why ii reply euu sO late lOhhs.
are euu trying tO run-away ???
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im lOving iiu .
8:40 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
this few dayys reach hOme very lae. bOut 7 plus den reach hOme. finally my daddy gOt fustrated yesterday. dunn wOrried. tOdae ii will be hOme early! =]]
yesterday break time miss one lessOn cuss went IMM with diana tO meet Carlene. Den eat Mac as ii nOt much mOney sO nv buy. But tO my surprised they treat me eat lehhs. ThanKks ehs!
after schoOl went Causeway pOint with Leftie tO get my sister's fOnee as my sister's fOne had send fOr repair last week. bOught a big bun. Its was damn big!! hahaas.
Night time at 8pm watching 'Jue Dui Superstar'. Oh my! Damn Funny! laugh till beng ah!! Cant stOp laughing. Den my brOther kept learning their funny step. Cant take it at all. tOday still have. Remember tO watch ah! Every Wednesday n Thursday, 8pm. Saw a few cOntestants tat ii like. alsO sOme familiar faces. JiayOous!! Kambatae!!
tOdae reach schoOl at 7 55am. Early bahhs? hahaas. ii gOod gall le hOhhs. blehhs.
Leftie. euu decide le mahhs? When wanna find a quiet n nice scenery tO chat our heartts out lehhs? When n Where? Decide le, must tell me ah. smillee. takee care.
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im lOving iiu .
9:15 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
wadd dOes friend really mean? ii just cant get it. feel tat our friendship are nOt sO simple at all. we are drifting far apart le. euu gOt ur own best friend n ii have my friend. sOmetime ii really ask myself; are euu actually my friend? hu dO ii trusted the mOst? ii starting tO think n think n think. sOmeOne tOld me tO tell ur things tO the friend euu trusted the mOst. but sOmehOw when ii wish tO tell euu. euu just seems dun care ! ii really dunnO wadd euu actually is thinking abOut. frOm the start of Our friendship ii have been thinking we are frOm different wOrld like wad ii have told euu befOre. and euu tOld me ii think toO muCh. really mahhs? euu nv prOve tO me tat i'm wrOng! till nOw ii still think the same! and it is getting wOrst le. sOmetime ii really jealOus bOut euu. why euu have suCh great peOple arOund euu n not me? it seems that euu are just fOrtunate den me. when ii was with euu ii will lOok dOwn on myself alOtts alOtts. ii dunnO why toO! I'm sO lOst of wOrds. just like euu say ii dun understand euu at all, euu toO!
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im lOving iiu .
9:15 AM
tOdae reach schoOl very early lehhs. hees. hmms.
Yesterday went IMM with Diana tO buy crOss stitch den cOmpany her gO MRT. hmms. send her off le den went tO bus stOp. On the way tO the bus stOp saw Andrew. Surprised! hahaas. Bus cOme le den bOard bus lOhhs. when reaching my hOuse bus stOp saw tingg tingg. hmms. but she nv sees me. Den anOther stOp saw Alvin Chong. hahaas. EveryOne nv change. But is tingg tingg alight first den me. Nv say hellO tO dem osO. cuss paiseh. =D
Went Big playgrOund tO meet haOo. kept tickling each other lOhhs. hahaas. ii'm nOt itchy at all. Lalala. Went hOme bOut 5 plus. den straight tO my bedrOom n pOng! fall on the flOor n orh orh liaOos. zZzzZzzZzzzzz. think toO tired le bahhs. sleep until 9 plus kena disturb by my sister. She wakes me up tO ask me tO bath. hmms. thanKks ehs. after bathing, cOntinue sleeping lOhhs. sleep sleep sleep until tOdae mOrning lOhhs.
hmms. Yesterday is the start of 'O' level le. Hereby wishing all my friends hu is taking 'O's, gOod luCk! JiayOous! Kambatae!
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im lOving iiu .
8:23 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
[[EveryOne likes tO put blames on others except themselves ]]
last friday my teacher tOld me this phrase n ii find it meaningful. wadd bOu euu?
Sianns ahhs. this twO days dunn really have enuff sleep. wake up by my daddy's "thunder". DinOsaurs arhhs. 8 plus must wake up le.
mama prOmise us tO buy new shirt, new shOrts, new skirt, new shOes and new cap fOr us. Yeahhs~ everyOne be my withness kaees! =)
Learn a new cOoking recipe frOm my mama. Spicy and Sour Soup !! wahhs. nice ehs!
mama teach me tO make Agr Agar using prOper methOd. Yeahhs~ next time make fOr euu all kaees. must order frOm me aah. =D
yesterday my mama feed us lehhs. LunCh n Dinner is my mama feed de! feel sO xingg fu siahhs. Everytime when my parents scOld me they will say ii grOw up le. Must nOe wadd tO dO. but sOmetime ii really wann tO be a children. Really! Really miss my childhoOd time. All friends is sO true!
hmms. Last Friday Xin yee cOrr me. hahaas. still the same. Arguement started again n it was fun. Fun chatting fOne with euu lehhs. lOvees! Must meet up after ur 'O's kaees. Miss!
Oh! Yesterday is my Old classmates birthday! Hereby wishing him gOod luCk n take care!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO EE SOON !!!
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im lOving iiu .
11:13 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
Yesterday msg with euu. Euu ask me whether euu are impOrtant tO me mahhs. yeahhs~ Of cOurse euu are impOrtant tO me. Just impOrtant but dunnO hOw tO explain hOw euu are impOrtant tO me. hmms? euu gOing away mahhs? Far mahhs?
tOday gOing dating with my dear Leftie! Finally can meet up and gO out le. Save mOney fOr sO lOng finally can relax le. *cheers*
mmms. my shOulder damn pain. think toO stress le bahhs. Hu cann help me massage ehs?
yeahhs~ later having Hip Hop dance! whOo~ lOoking fOrward tO it! Lets Dance!
readd Diana blOg den saw this message:
the most funniest things is that they both are leftie and rightie and they are very very duper lame too.. hahahahah.. when u are down.. meet them.. and they sure will make u laugh de..
wahahaas. euu helping us tO make advertisements arhhs? lOls. thankks ehs! sO, anyOne feel dOwn? make appOintment with "LeftRight.Pte.Lte" bahhs. kakaas.
Leftie: ii still rmb wadd euu say lehhs. Everything will be finee again. yeahhs~ ii will rmb in heart de. JiayOous!
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im lOving iiu .
9:16 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Yesterday had a 2 hr jOurney! With Diana n Leftie! Cuss went tO Simei ITE. Wow! Simei ITE damn cOol man! especially their multi-purpOse hall ! Wow! lOvees man! Wadds make me more happy is ii gOt tO saw Alvin! But sO sOrry tat ii nv really talk tO euu cuss ii was busy writting my applicatiOn fOrms. Yeahhs~ Miss him lOtts man! Nv change much. Still playful. When he saw me he hit my head very hard siahhs. I was thinking which madd guy hit my head Hahaas. Den gOt tO nOe is Alvin. Hahaas. Paiseh arhhs. =] Takee Caree!
This few days dunno why kept saying hurtful things tO my brother, Sister and friendds. Not purposely de. Really! I osO dunnO why laidat. Suddenly those hurtful wOrds just cOme out frOm my mOuth. Just cant cOntrol it. I'm sOrry!
AbOut wadd she tOld me bOut tat persOn makes me dunn believe in this persOn anymOre le. I cant take it when ii gOt tO findd out tat this persOn tat ii nOe fOr sO 'lOng' and turn out tO be just a lier! A backstabber toO! Why is this persOn laidat? Why are eu putting on a mask? Is it the real euu? I really cant take it when ii gOt tO nOe this news. It is really shocking!! I am glad that eu tOld me the truth!! But ii am still very cOnfused. Cuss as eu say, Dunn hear wad Others say but believe in yOur own eyes. But ii'm sure ii am 98% believe in euu.
This few days dunno why kept saying hurtful things tO my brother, Sister and friendds. Not purposely de. Really! I osO dunnO why laidat. Suddenly those hurtful wOrds just cOme out frOm my mOuth. Just cant cOntrol it. I'm sOrry!
AbOut wadd she tOld me bOut tat persOn makes me dunn believe in this persOn anymOre le. I cant take it when ii gOt tO findd out tat this persOn tat ii nOe fOr sO 'lOng' and turn out tO be just a lier! A backstabber toO! Why is this persOn laidat? Why are eu putting on a mask? Is it the real euu? I really cant take it when ii gOt tO nOe this news. It is really shocking!! I am glad that eu tOld me the truth!! But ii am still very cOnfused. Cuss as eu say, Dunn hear wad Others say but believe in yOur own eyes. But ii'm sure ii am 98% believe in euu.
Suddenly makes me think; am ii tat irritating? Am ii just a persOn that let everyone hate me? Are euu all true tO me? There are tOo many xu wei friends le. Really cant take it anymore. Really wanna SHOUT my heart out! Please! I need euu tO cOmpany me! Please! tO beach or wadeva! Anywhere tat can let me vOice out! SHOUT out all my unhappiness!!
I have been disliking the wrOng persOn and trusted the wrOng persOn toO!
I AM VERY SORRY!!
I nv nOe that actually ii am just a stupid girl hu has been hidden in the dark when everybody was in the bright side. I am toO stupid tO trust eu sO much le.
I AM REALLY STUPID!!!
Again and again have been hurts by FRIENDS this wOrdds! Again and Again!! When cann it stop? I'll nv nOe till the day ii die.. nO one nOes wadd will happen later. Treasure the things or persOn that is arOund euu nOw. Must ii treasure euu? Cann ii say ii hate FRIENDS this wOrdds? ShOuldd ii or shOuldd nOt? Hu is actually true tO me? Izzit euu? Or yOu? Or euu? Or yOu?? !!!
Yesterday ii ask euu "Have euu ever hate me or dislike me?" Eu reply saying "Got... Alot... Haha... Like euu mOre lOr..." That mOments, my tears drOp le. I have nv nOe that ii have make euu dislike me befOre. I'M really SORRY! But really thank euu fOr liking me mOre and telling me the truth. ThanKks! ii really believe yOur wOrdds alOtts!
I have been disliking the wrOng persOn and trusted the wrOng persOn toO!
I AM VERY SORRY!!
I nv nOe that actually ii am just a stupid girl hu has been hidden in the dark when everybody was in the bright side. I am toO stupid tO trust eu sO much le.
I AM REALLY STUPID!!!
Again and again have been hurts by FRIENDS this wOrdds! Again and Again!! When cann it stop? I'll nv nOe till the day ii die.. nO one nOes wadd will happen later. Treasure the things or persOn that is arOund euu nOw. Must ii treasure euu? Cann ii say ii hate FRIENDS this wOrdds? ShOuldd ii or shOuldd nOt? Hu is actually true tO me? Izzit euu? Or yOu? Or euu? Or yOu?? !!!
Yesterday ii ask euu "Have euu ever hate me or dislike me?" Eu reply saying "Got... Alot... Haha... Like euu mOre lOr..." That mOments, my tears drOp le. I have nv nOe that ii have make euu dislike me befOre. I'M really SORRY! But really thank euu fOr liking me mOre and telling me the truth. ThanKks! ii really believe yOur wOrdds alOtts!
yOur wOrdds really matters alOtt tO me!! Really!!
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im lOving iiu .
8:40 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
This is the Red Wine Mask ii wanna buy! Yeahhs~ but must online shOpping. sO ii am waiting fOr ahh bann's answer tO see whether her brOther gOt any card tO lend mahhs. hmms. must ask quiCk quiCk kaees. scared out of stOck. =] ThankKs yar!
YYY
im lOving iiu .
10:18 AM
