[[ Love is a thing that can bring eu happiness but at the same time it can make eu miserable tOo. Love can make sOmeone lOse its mind toO ]]

GrandmOther telling her story again .. .. .. .. ::

Wadd is actually all lOvee abOut? If eu cOntrOl ur lOvee Ones they will say nOo freedOm. JealOus abit they say eu sensitive. Give them freedOm they say eu nvr care fOr them. Wadd exactly is lOvee ??

Haiis. I may have been erased frOm ur heart a lOng time agO. But have ii erased urs? I kept asking myself!
We had walked past that ‘crooked’ routine befOre. But ii am waiting fOr eu just slightly ahead that ‘crooked’ rOutine. I dun wish tO turn arOund tO see whether eu are there because ii noe very clearly eu will nOt be there! Everytime when sOmeone passby, ii wOuld mistaken it was eu. But it was NOT eu. Till now, ii still wish it was eu .. ..
I am in nO pOsitiOn tO tell euu ‘ii lOvee euu’ or ‘is eu’ because ii nOe very clearly ii wOuld regret if ii say it out, ii cant explain why but wadd ii can say is I’m sOrry! Until nOw, ii still cant figure out wadd is ‘ I LOVE YOU’!!!

I nOe eu wanted tO tell me sOmething tat day. But ii kept avoiding eu. Eu nOe why? Because ii am scared! I scared after hearing ur wOrds, my mind wOuld change. I dunn wanna take the wrOng step. Eu dunnO tat day when ii talk half way thru, ii almOst cry Out bahhs. Don’t wOrried. I hOld my tears. Can eu really understand wadd I’m thinking? Cann eu really understand wadd I’m feeling?

I just find out tat ii am actually a failure when it cOmes tO lOvee. I only nOe hOw tO runaway when it reaches lOvee. Bann, next time when eu have lOvee prOblem ii cant help euu le. Cuss ii am a snail tO hide inside my shell when it cOmes tO lOvee. I’m sOrry, but ii promise tO be ur listener eh!
TURTLE!!! Tat day when ii ask eu tO call me, ii was damn fan!! Eu sO lOng denn call wOhhs. I wait fOr ur call but *nO sOund* on my fOnee. Denn ii cOunt tO ten tO see eu will call mahhs, still nO! nvrmind. Den ii msg tO tell eu nOt tO call le lOhhs. yOur hand-made ‘lOvee heart’ cOokies very nice lehhs. althOugh gOt abit no taste but still delicious! Overall, givee eu 95 marks! Yeahhs~ *everyone applause* !!!

Hey galls! I really dunn understand myself lehhs. Why eu all can behave nOrmally in frOnt of the persOn eu lOvee huhhs? Why ii cant de? I really cannOt behave nOrmally unless the persOn is One meter away frOm me. Scared? Or this is a sickness? *cOnfused*

oOoos~ sOmeOne tOld me he had a crush on me lehhs. *smillee* Thankks eh!! Thankks fOr having a crush on me. =] Take care and quit smoking as sOon as pOssible kaees. Smillee !!

Felix: ??? still thinking of the gal? Try tO make urself occupied bahhs. I cant say anything because ii starting not tO understand wadd is the meaning of lOvee le. Wadd ii can say is: Smille always!! Take care!! Stay cOol!!! JiayOous!! Stop drinking beer le hOhhs. Bad fOr health eh! =) *keep in tOuch* n Thankk You!! =)

Xin Yee: Yeahhs~ Thankks fOr being there whenever ii need help! Thankks eh! Got take yOur meals regularly mahhs? yOur *hearts* is with me lehhs. I will take gOod care of it de. Fangg Xinn! But if eu nvr take ur meals regularly denn ii will *arbishhs* ur *hearts* and leave it alOne liaOos ah. Hehees. JiayOous fOr ur ‘O’s!!! Skinny ting ni eh!! Smillee!! Miss yaa!! And mostly, takee caree! =]]

School reopening sOon. Sianns ah!! Hate Schooling lehhs. Need tO wake up sO sO early. mOre wOrst, still need tO face sOmeOne ii hate. Arghhhs!!! .. .. .. Life is difficult fOr me because ii find myself trouble. Hahaas. Anyway, EnjOy ur last few days hOliday!!! Yeahhs~


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