Thursday, October 26, 2006
although we 2 gOt started tO bits by bits le. but think eu still cann sense ii am still weird bahhs. Yahhs. I agree! But nOt ii want de. All ii can say is. I need time. On the way hOm,e yesterday, saw twO grandma walking tOgether. suddenly sOmething flash my mind. Can our friendship last that lOng? hmms *wOndering* tOday wanna smillee tO euu. but dunnO why euu kept shOok away. Nvm!
I'm not looking for someone to talk toI've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.Still I believe I'm missing something realI need euu who really sees me... AHH BANN !!!
Yesterday night, had a BIG quarrel with my sister. The stOry is laitat de. ii was trying to lOgin intO my windOw while my brOther kept lOoking at my PW. of course ii wOnt let him see, so ii push him away. Push until he fall onto the floor. Can consider as playing alsO. Den suddenly my sister scOld me! I repeat! My sister scOld me. shOut at me telling me tO stOp playing with him. Huhhs?! I just cant get this right! Just by pushing my brother ontO the flOor (sOrt of playing) with laughter den she scOlded us. Scolded me by saying we are toO nOisy! scOlded me by saying ii shOuld nOe hOw sharp my brOther's tOne is. Does this shOw ii cant make my brOther laugh? Does this shOw we cant play? We were just playing fOr less than 3 minutes ONLY! Cann sOmeOne tell me am ii in wrOng? I just cant figure out.
After awhile, my sister scolded me AGAIN! She says that she did nOt nOe my brOther trying tO peep at my PW. ii was getting irritating and angry at that time cuss of her nagging! ii cant stand nagging at all sO ii justy shOuted back"ALL IS MY FAULT OKAEES! ALL IS MY FAULT!" Den silent fOr awhile. was quite phew~ cuss finally silent. BUT! my sister scOlded me AGAIN!
sister: euu nOe twO brOthers haven bath mahhs?
me: hOw wOuld ii nOe? euu whOle day at hOme cannOt asked them tO bath mehhs?
sister: You think lahhs. They will listen tO me anOt?!
me: Even if they dun listen alsO must call them tO bath right?!Den sOmemOre euu nv tell me they haven bath will ii nOe?!
sister: You dunnO hOw tO ask izzit?
me: I trust euu will call them tO bath, den nOw euu laitat!!
sister: You dun care fOr them! Wad fOr!
me: I am lazy and tired of caring fOr them liaOos! I only care fOr their studies! I alsO dislike them.
[ii am angry at tat time sO just anyhOw shOut back. but! ii really lOvees my
siblings hOhhs.]
silents... ... ... ... ...
sister: OKAEES! EVERYTHING is MY FAULT! ii say sOrry tO eu! (angrily)
me: nO need already! (angrily)
sister: I say sOrry! (angry)
Den pOng! She slam the dOor and went out of the hOuse. ii admit ii was wOrried. afterall we are still sisters. sOmemOre its bOut 8+ le. Den she still small lehhs. where can she gO? Lucky, my lOve ly cOusin, JUYEE msg me at that time. Den ii ask fOr her help tO msg my sister tO persuade her hOme. Thanks!
Can sOmeone tell me what actually gOne wrOng between my sister n me? Am ii wrOng? Can teach me hOw tO cOmmunicate with siblings?
Yeahhs~ saw the Cap persOn tOday! Cap is injured! arms, legs and hands is injured! wadd actually happen? dunn dare tO ask osO! anyway, please take care.
If ii eu get there before ii do. Dun give up on me.
If ii gonna let euu dOwn Please fOrgive me.
And accept me again with ur open arms.
Pain is without love Pain is can get enough
YYY
im lOving iiu .
12:31 PM
