Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Think there is sOme misunderstOod here! nOt only Yan Ping can advise me! euu all osO can advise me. But think first. abOut that relatiOnship, Yan Ping nOe wadd actually the whOle thing is. She can understand as this few years she was just at the side seeing the whole things happening. I'm nOt saying euu all cant advise me, ii osO remember in heart when euu all advise. But Yan Ping really knOcks my mind. She nOes wadd ii actually wants n nOe wadd ii waiting fOr. I really dunnO wadd to say le. Just dunnO how tO explain. I'm lOst of wOrds le. I dunnO tat pOst can make euu all sO sad or JealOus or ... ... But... ... haiis... all ii can say is
I'M SORRY !!!
Euu say ii have findd my clOse friend n we are nOt like last time le. Really mahhs? She is my 5 years friend le. Studying in the same schOol. in the same situatiOn as me. I really dunnO wad tO say toO le. Maybe euu think tOo much le bahhs. ii am just thanking my friends. think my previOus pOst has answer all le bahhs? Or ii still cant untie the knOts in ur heart?
WAD HAS ACTUALLY HAPPEN MAN? ALL UNLUCKY THINGS IS HAPPENING AGAIN N AGAIN !!!
YYY
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9:26 AM
euu still remember this wOrds mahhs? I will Say it lOud nOw!
RIGHTIE dunn have LEFTIE really cannOt live. cant live withOut her. So, Over here ii wanna tell her, ii can gett tO nOe her is really very xingg fu. really! i'm really very prOud of euu fOr making my life full of cOlours. if LEFTIE is nOt with me, the feeling will be like lOsing one of my hands. sO LEFTIE euu cann't leave my life kaees. zhii daOo mahhs! wOo aii nii!
euu still remember mahhs? think we really need tO be like tat time at our hOuse de playgrOund talk all misunderstOod out bahhs. haiis. Really dunnO wadd tO say osO le.
Last twO days, its Sunday. My sister cOok Bakutek fOr the whOle family lehhs. clever bahhs? =D Denn ii cOok Jelly lOhhs. yeahhs~ Nice lehhs. My brOther kept wanting tO eat.
Yesterday break time went IMM mac tO eat. Patricia treat us again! ThanKks!! Half way thru our meals, Tingg Tingg cOrr me cuss she wanna meet up with me. But ii have lessOn n prOmise ahh bann n my dad ii wOnt bOn schOol le. sO ii cant meet up with Tingg tIngg. But ii really miss her alOtts.
Tmr gOing Simei Ite tO apply fOr jOb. Hope tat after graduating will get a jOb soOn. Especially wOrking with ahh bann.
Yeahhs~ I'm learning CrOss stitCh nOw! still a beginner sO ii wOnt be teaching anyOne first. hehees. cuss making it fOr sOmeOne de! but dunn tell euu all. sOoner or later euu all will nOe! when ii pass tO tat persOn if gOt anybOdy wanna learn just line up in frOnt of me. lalala..
DAMN IT! Yesterday teacher shOw the attendance list! Stupid siahhs. This semester starting of the schOol ii always gOt cOme schOol lOhhs. Got attend EVERY lessOn! Den the stupid KaiSin dunnO hOw she mark attendance de. mark until my SSG subject gOt 65%. OH MY!!!!! Cann ii cOmplaint tat ii wanna change MONITRESS!!! EveryOne is nOt happy with her. nOt only me kaees. Her attendance is always 100% !!! Wadd lahhs! its unfair man!!
This few days always kena bully by Patricia nDiana. Dun friendd euu all liaOos lahhs. walalalaas! Yeahhs~ Thankks Patricia n Carlene fOr teaching me hOw tO dO crOss stitch! with nO mOtive ehhs. hahaas.
YYY
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9:07 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
Last friday yan ping cOme my schoOl find me ehs. *tOuched* hahaas. but of cOurse my lesson haven end yet. sO she need tO wait 50 minutes befOre my lessOn end. Den we went Imm with Patricia n Diana. Chatt alOng n eating Long jOhn silver. Den bOut 2 plus. Patricia n Diana say bye bye tO us n head hOme.
Wadds mOre can Yan ping n me dO? Chat lohhs. girls gOt alOtts of things tO chat de. We talk really alOtts lehhs. Talk bOut my relatiOnship prOblem. Den she say sOmething tat really make sense. I dunnO hOw tO explain osO. And she really knOcks my mind. I am awaken nOw. ii am always in the dark of relatiOnship nOw ii nOe wadd is lOve n whether dO ii lOve him. She advise me. Give me tips. She give me different pOints bOut lOve. This makes me realise actually we are BEST PAL! Maybe because we are years friends. N ii undersatnd wadd euu really wants, sO when ii nOe euu are taking sOmething thats nOt belOnging tO euu. My heart will feel uneasy. ii admit ii will miss him every nOw n then. But tats just shOws tat I AM MISSING MY PAST FRIEND BADLY!!! really miss them alOtts. Thankks! Ping! thanks fOr giving all the pOints tO let me nOe wadd is lOve n why ii behave tat way! thankks alOtts!
Yeahhs~ Ping say she enjOy talking with me. Me toO!! We talk bOut bOdy things toO! hOw tO slim dOwn. Eye brown. aiyaas! wad comes to our mind den will chat along openly lOhhs.
Last of all. Yan Ping tOld me sOmething which ii nv nOe. She say that actually ii am a lOnely gal whO needs sOmeOne tO chat with. haiis. sO sadd siahhs. Den talk bOut future marriage. suddenly sO scared that ii cant find my prince siahhs. wOndering amOng all my friends hu will be the first tO send invitatiOn card lehhs.
Well! after all. ii still need tO thankks Yan Ping! She cann really understand me well! She can read my mind clearly! Even if ii dun say, she will Noe toO! She nOe why ii dOne that. Its really great tO noe euu! thankks fOr being there! lOvees!
YYY
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11:13 AM
Patricaia; Diana; Carlene; xin;weii
Douu`Bann; Leftie`Rightie; Weii`xinn; Kueh tutu`Ch0cOlateYYY
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10:44 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
although we 2 gOt started tO bits by bits le. but think eu still cann sense ii am still weird bahhs. Yahhs. I agree! But nOt ii want de. All ii can say is. I need time. On the way hOm,e yesterday, saw twO grandma walking tOgether. suddenly sOmething flash my mind. Can our friendship last that lOng? hmms *wOndering* tOday wanna smillee tO euu. but dunnO why euu kept shOok away. Nvm!
I'm not looking for someone to talk toI've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.Still I believe I'm missing something realI need euu who really sees me... AHH BANN !!!
Yesterday night, had a BIG quarrel with my sister. The stOry is laitat de. ii was trying to lOgin intO my windOw while my brOther kept lOoking at my PW. of course ii wOnt let him see, so ii push him away. Push until he fall onto the floor. Can consider as playing alsO. Den suddenly my sister scOld me! I repeat! My sister scOld me. shOut at me telling me tO stOp playing with him. Huhhs?! I just cant get this right! Just by pushing my brother ontO the flOor (sOrt of playing) with laughter den she scOlded us. Scolded me by saying we are toO nOisy! scOlded me by saying ii shOuld nOe hOw sharp my brOther's tOne is. Does this shOw ii cant make my brOther laugh? Does this shOw we cant play? We were just playing fOr less than 3 minutes ONLY! Cann sOmeOne tell me am ii in wrOng? I just cant figure out.
After awhile, my sister scolded me AGAIN! She says that she did nOt nOe my brOther trying tO peep at my PW. ii was getting irritating and angry at that time cuss of her nagging! ii cant stand nagging at all sO ii justy shOuted back"ALL IS MY FAULT OKAEES! ALL IS MY FAULT!" Den silent fOr awhile. was quite phew~ cuss finally silent. BUT! my sister scOlded me AGAIN!
sister: euu nOe twO brOthers haven bath mahhs?
me: hOw wOuld ii nOe? euu whOle day at hOme cannOt asked them tO bath mehhs?
sister: You think lahhs. They will listen tO me anOt?!
me: Even if they dun listen alsO must call them tO bath right?!Den sOmemOre euu nv tell me they haven bath will ii nOe?!
sister: You dunnO hOw tO ask izzit?
me: I trust euu will call them tO bath, den nOw euu laitat!!
sister: You dun care fOr them! Wad fOr!
me: I am lazy and tired of caring fOr them liaOos! I only care fOr their studies! I alsO dislike them.
[ii am angry at tat time sO just anyhOw shOut back. but! ii really lOvees my
siblings hOhhs.]
silents... ... ... ... ...
sister: OKAEES! EVERYTHING is MY FAULT! ii say sOrry tO eu! (angrily)
me: nO need already! (angrily)
sister: I say sOrry! (angry)
Den pOng! She slam the dOor and went out of the hOuse. ii admit ii was wOrried. afterall we are still sisters. sOmemOre its bOut 8+ le. Den she still small lehhs. where can she gO? Lucky, my lOve ly cOusin, JUYEE msg me at that time. Den ii ask fOr her help tO msg my sister tO persuade her hOme. Thanks!
Can sOmeone tell me what actually gOne wrOng between my sister n me? Am ii wrOng? Can teach me hOw tO cOmmunicate with siblings?
Yeahhs~ saw the Cap persOn tOday! Cap is injured! arms, legs and hands is injured! wadd actually happen? dunn dare tO ask osO! anyway, please take care.
If ii eu get there before ii do. Dun give up on me.
If ii gonna let euu dOwn Please fOrgive me.
And accept me again with ur open arms.
Pain is without love Pain is can get enough
YYY
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12:31 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
yesterday public hOliday sleep till 12 ++ .. pigg ehs. hahaas. whOle days dO hOusewOrk only. sianns arhhs. nObOdy msg me!!! SIANNS.. yahhs. ii think it wOnt affect our friendship but whenever ii sees euu, ii will feel paiseh. will think of that problem again. sO ii rather *zip* my mOuth lOhhs. Haven finish watching princess hours. 3 more disc tO gO! This few days dunn really have anything tO update lahhs. when really have sOmething cOming up den post bahhs.
Wadd is Shen Cai Jin lOoking at ???
This is the tOy Shen Cai Jin use tO beat with ehs? =]
Lee Yul !!! HandsOme ehs !!! lOvee him tO bits !!!YYY
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1:35 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
[[ True Love is not to lOvee a perfect person but to love an imperfect person perfectly ]]
sOmeone tOld me this den find it meaningful sO write out lOhhs.
Last friday went tO patricia hOuse. Leftie alsO gOt cOme alOng. Reaching her hOuse, Leftie saw patricia's puppy den she shOut until ... ... ... Face RED man!! hahaas. Leftie: ii still keeping the videO of yOur emOtion when the puppy is near euu lehhs. hahaas. LOls.
Use Patricia cOmputer tO chat online with friends den view blOgg. When chat with my friend bOut impOrtant things den Patricia kept disturbing! Den still say my friends phOto siahhs. Hurt sO bad! Den waste a few drips of tears le. Haiis. Patricia. Next time dunn bully me le hOhhs. =p But thankks fOr yOur noodles ehs. Nice! DeliciOus!
Yeahhs~ yesterday coOk dinner fOr my family members. euu nOe wadd! My mum praises my cOoking lehhs. She say ii gOing tO catch up her cOoking skills le lehhs.! =p happy mans!
Well! ii plan a time-table fOr my brOther tO let them study! cuss.. ... ... my brOther get 1st in class![count from behind] Oh my! need tO cOach them liaOos. Bath osO nO time! need me or my sister tO call or shOut den gO bath!
What had actually gOt intO myself? ii cant understand euu anymOre! ii nOt sure why ii started nOt tO like euu! ii just feel that we are different wOrld persOn. can we or maybe ii, myself maintain the ship? ii dunnO wadd tO say anymOre! maybe, ii really need time tO clear my mind bahhs! nOt a few weeks but a few mOnths time! haiis. euu will never nOe wadd i'm thinking! I started tO hate my thinking le!!! ... ... ...
teacher say ii'm actually very lOnely. izzit ? ... ... ...
Later gOing JurOng pOint tO meet weii yann! yeahhs~ miss her sO much. especially yann pingg!!!! dunnO when cann ii see her again! haiis. and XIU MIN!!! where are euu le? aiiyOos.
YYY
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10:29 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
nOthing really happen this few daes. nOthing tO write at all.
yesterday in schOol gOt top 30MR n MISS ITE cOme our schoOl. yeahhs~ tO let us vOte them. ITE friendds shOuld nOe right. wOw! amazing! thOse guys was handsOme! Gals was damn pretty! wOw! but nOt all lahhs. only sOme niahhs. hahaas. cOol! denn bishan students cOme here tO perfOrm dancing. wahhs! sOul fly arhhs. Nice man!!
went tO my sister schOol tO get back my fOnee. saw sOme of my friends there. yeahhs~ glad tat they nv fOrget me. especially Yeeling! yeahhs~ miss her lOtts eh! Oh! yesterday is osO Wee Pin birthday!
HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY TO WEE PIN !
yeahhs. ''daddie n mummie'' 1 years le lehhs. *everyOne applause* yeahhs~ yeahhs~
heard frOm sOmeOne tat euu wanna patch back with her. izzit true?
night time msg with Nikky. yeahhs. gladd tat he nv fOrget xiaOo weii n me. wOo! rmb our hOrse united? hmms. miss the oldies dayys.
shOuld ii trust euu? why everything euu say seems sO fake? dOes trust still remains in euu? why are euu lying tO me?!!
feel tat euu n ii are frOm different wOrld. wadds mOre cann ii say. this few weeks sO fustrated! ii am getting irritating!!! Hate myself!!! Arhgghhs! JUst get LOST!!!
YYY
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8:49 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
[[ never give up something euu have nOt try befOre ]]
went tO my sister schoOl yesterday tO get back my fOnee. but the stupid teacher went hOme le. sOmemOre is the earliest teacher tat went hOme de. arghhhs.. denn waste leftie ez-link $$. sOrry wOhhs.
ytd Night drink beer. whOooos~ nice! drink whOle bOttle eh! =] cant get tO sleep at all this few nights! kept thinking of the answer n him! gOing tO grOw white hair le.
tOday need tO gO my sister schOol again tO find the teacher. hOpee cann get it back bahhs. ii separate with my fOnee fOr gOing 1 week le lehhs. miss eh!
nv get tO meet leftie tO schOol tOday cuss she overslept. aiyOyOos. =]
This Week is a bOring week! mOstly nO lessOn. my teacher went fOr cOurses. but seems quite gOod without teacher eh. hehees. cann chat arOund with the galls in my schoOl. lOl.
Stomach nOt feeling well eh.
YYY
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10:55 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
[[ No matter how gOod eu treat yOur guys, they will still change their heart anytime, izzit true? ]]
YawnZzZz~ hahaas.. yesterday catch cOckrOach war lehhs. hahahas. the cOckrOach can fly lehhs. wahahahas. shOuting n running arOund the hOuse just because of the handsOme cOckrOach! wahahahas. Night-time watch princess hOurs den suddenly black out siahhs. hahaas, fun eh! my sister sO scared siahhs. den kept calling my name. wahahahahahahs. cute eh* this mOrning wake up at 630am. when bathing till half way my sister call me 'big fatsO'! humpt! i thin liaOos hOhhs. lalalala
My fOnee is still nOt baCk tO me lahhs. alamak! hOw tO sms euu all siahhs. haiis. nvm. we use e-mail. hehees.
Many of my friends tOld me tat ii actually like euu. really mahhs? or izzit just tat sOmetimes the feeling is nOt there? or ii just dunn wanna accept the fact. arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all the feelings that ii have just sae. ii myself alsO cannOt explain it Out all and express it Out. but wadd ii can say is.. is just cOmplicated.. yeahhs~
[[ Givee yOur lOvee Oness a chance tO explain its wrOng-dOing.
fOrgive n fOrget ]]
YYY
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12:17 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
[[ Give the persOn a chance tO lOvee euu, it might be ur truee lOvee Ones, euu'll nv nOe ]]
sO sleepy man! need tO wake up sO early. haiis. miss my bed. cann bring bed tO schOol mahhs. haiis. Ytd on my way hOme frOm schOol saw cOuple inside bus LC siahhs. rOmance eh! hahaas.
haiis yesterday night kena scOlded by my mama just because ii nv buy super glue fOr her. Oh my! haiis. getting tO hate hOme alOtts le. ahh bann. if ii leave hOuse ii gO ur hOuse live eh! hehees. warm welcOme tOwards me eh? =]
haiis. ii tOt ii am the first tO msg him happy birthday siahhs. but nOtt! sO sadd. but nvm.
headache siahhs. this few days, head sO pain. My bOdy getting weaker. Miss him !
YYY
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8:31 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
Yeahhs~ tOday sOmeOne birthday eh! yeapp euu! tats euu! GrOw up le lehhs. yeahhs yeahhs~ gOt surprised ii still remember ur birthday mahhs. hehees. Good luCk! Take caree! Miss yaa! lOvee yaa! JiayOous!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAN HAO !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!
MuacKks! Make a wish on this special occassOn n it will cOme true. EnjOy ! =]
First day of schoOl damn bOring. very sleepy! cant get tO sleep last night eh.
Oh ya! Just wanted tO my friendds here. My fOnee is nOt with me on 13 OctOber 2006, 6am onwards. cuss my sister bOrrOw my fOne tO schOol. Den ii nv switch off the alarm fOr her. den on her test half-way the alarm rang lOhhs. Fonee kena cOnfiscated by her teacher lOhhs. sO cant sms euu all. sO sOrry! but if my fOne is back tO me, ii will try tO cOntact euu all back, unless euu all gOt sms or call me lahhs. =] smillee.
YYY
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1:26 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
[[ Love is a thing that can bring eu happiness but at the same time it can make eu miserable tOo. Love can make sOmeone lOse its mind toO ]]
GrandmOther telling her story again .. .. .. .. ::
Wadd is actually all lOvee abOut? If eu cOntrOl ur lOvee Ones they will say nOo freedOm. JealOus abit they say eu sensitive. Give them freedOm they say eu nvr care fOr them. Wadd exactly is lOvee ??
Haiis. I may have been erased frOm ur heart a lOng time agO. But have ii erased urs? I kept asking myself!
We had walked past that ‘crooked’ routine befOre. But ii am waiting fOr eu just slightly ahead that ‘crooked’ rOutine. I dun wish tO turn arOund tO see whether eu are there because ii noe very clearly eu will nOt be there! Everytime when sOmeone passby, ii wOuld mistaken it was eu. But it was NOT eu. Till now, ii still wish it was eu .. ..
I am in nO pOsitiOn tO tell euu ‘ii lOvee euu’ or ‘is eu’ because ii nOe very clearly ii wOuld regret if ii say it out, ii cant explain why but wadd ii can say is I’m sOrry! Until nOw, ii still cant figure out wadd is ‘ I LOVE YOU’!!!
I nOe eu wanted tO tell me sOmething tat day. But ii kept avoiding eu. Eu nOe why? Because ii am scared! I scared after hearing ur wOrds, my mind wOuld change. I dunn wanna take the wrOng step. Eu dunnO tat day when ii talk half way thru, ii almOst cry Out bahhs. Don’t wOrried. I hOld my tears. Can eu really understand wadd I’m thinking? Cann eu really understand wadd I’m feeling?
I just find out tat ii am actually a failure when it cOmes tO lOvee. I only nOe hOw tO runaway when it reaches lOvee. Bann, next time when eu have lOvee prOblem ii cant help euu le. Cuss ii am a snail tO hide inside my shell when it cOmes tO lOvee. I’m sOrry, but ii promise tO be ur listener eh!
TURTLE!!! Tat day when ii ask eu tO call me, ii was damn fan!! Eu sO lOng denn call wOhhs. I wait fOr ur call but *nO sOund* on my fOnee. Denn ii cOunt tO ten tO see eu will call mahhs, still nO! nvrmind. Den ii msg tO tell eu nOt tO call le lOhhs. yOur hand-made ‘lOvee heart’ cOokies very nice lehhs. althOugh gOt abit no taste but still delicious! Overall, givee eu 95 marks! Yeahhs~ *everyone applause* !!!
Hey galls! I really dunn understand myself lehhs. Why eu all can behave nOrmally in frOnt of the persOn eu lOvee huhhs? Why ii cant de? I really cannOt behave nOrmally unless the persOn is One meter away frOm me. Scared? Or this is a sickness? *cOnfused*
oOoos~ sOmeOne tOld me he had a crush on me lehhs. *smillee* Thankks eh!! Thankks fOr having a crush on me. =] Take care and quit smoking as sOon as pOssible kaees. Smillee !!
Felix: ??? still thinking of the gal? Try tO make urself occupied bahhs. I cant say anything because ii starting not tO understand wadd is the meaning of lOvee le. Wadd ii can say is: Smille always!! Take care!! Stay cOol!!! JiayOous!! Stop drinking beer le hOhhs. Bad fOr health eh! =) *keep in tOuch* n Thankk You!! =)
Xin Yee: Yeahhs~ Thankks fOr being there whenever ii need help! Thankks eh! Got take yOur meals regularly mahhs? yOur *hearts* is with me lehhs. I will take gOod care of it de. Fangg Xinn! But if eu nvr take ur meals regularly denn ii will *arbishhs* ur *hearts* and leave it alOne liaOos ah. Hehees. JiayOous fOr ur ‘O’s!!! Skinny ting ni eh!! Smillee!! Miss yaa!! And mostly, takee caree! =]]
School reopening sOon. Sianns ah!! Hate Schooling lehhs. Need tO wake up sO sO early. mOre wOrst, still need tO face sOmeOne ii hate. Arghhhs!!! .. .. .. Life is difficult fOr me because ii find myself trouble. Hahaas. Anyway, EnjOy ur last few days hOliday!!! Yeahhs~
I’M GOING TO BE FINEE!
GrandmOther telling her story again .. .. .. .. ::
Wadd is actually all lOvee abOut? If eu cOntrOl ur lOvee Ones they will say nOo freedOm. JealOus abit they say eu sensitive. Give them freedOm they say eu nvr care fOr them. Wadd exactly is lOvee ??
Haiis. I may have been erased frOm ur heart a lOng time agO. But have ii erased urs? I kept asking myself!
We had walked past that ‘crooked’ routine befOre. But ii am waiting fOr eu just slightly ahead that ‘crooked’ rOutine. I dun wish tO turn arOund tO see whether eu are there because ii noe very clearly eu will nOt be there! Everytime when sOmeone passby, ii wOuld mistaken it was eu. But it was NOT eu. Till now, ii still wish it was eu .. ..
I am in nO pOsitiOn tO tell euu ‘ii lOvee euu’ or ‘is eu’ because ii nOe very clearly ii wOuld regret if ii say it out, ii cant explain why but wadd ii can say is I’m sOrry! Until nOw, ii still cant figure out wadd is ‘ I LOVE YOU’!!!
I nOe eu wanted tO tell me sOmething tat day. But ii kept avoiding eu. Eu nOe why? Because ii am scared! I scared after hearing ur wOrds, my mind wOuld change. I dunn wanna take the wrOng step. Eu dunnO tat day when ii talk half way thru, ii almOst cry Out bahhs. Don’t wOrried. I hOld my tears. Can eu really understand wadd I’m thinking? Cann eu really understand wadd I’m feeling?
I just find out tat ii am actually a failure when it cOmes tO lOvee. I only nOe hOw tO runaway when it reaches lOvee. Bann, next time when eu have lOvee prOblem ii cant help euu le. Cuss ii am a snail tO hide inside my shell when it cOmes tO lOvee. I’m sOrry, but ii promise tO be ur listener eh!
TURTLE!!! Tat day when ii ask eu tO call me, ii was damn fan!! Eu sO lOng denn call wOhhs. I wait fOr ur call but *nO sOund* on my fOnee. Denn ii cOunt tO ten tO see eu will call mahhs, still nO! nvrmind. Den ii msg tO tell eu nOt tO call le lOhhs. yOur hand-made ‘lOvee heart’ cOokies very nice lehhs. althOugh gOt abit no taste but still delicious! Overall, givee eu 95 marks! Yeahhs~ *everyone applause* !!!
Hey galls! I really dunn understand myself lehhs. Why eu all can behave nOrmally in frOnt of the persOn eu lOvee huhhs? Why ii cant de? I really cannOt behave nOrmally unless the persOn is One meter away frOm me. Scared? Or this is a sickness? *cOnfused*
oOoos~ sOmeOne tOld me he had a crush on me lehhs. *smillee* Thankks eh!! Thankks fOr having a crush on me. =] Take care and quit smoking as sOon as pOssible kaees. Smillee !!
Felix: ??? still thinking of the gal? Try tO make urself occupied bahhs. I cant say anything because ii starting not tO understand wadd is the meaning of lOvee le. Wadd ii can say is: Smille always!! Take care!! Stay cOol!!! JiayOous!! Stop drinking beer le hOhhs. Bad fOr health eh! =) *keep in tOuch* n Thankk You!! =)
Xin Yee: Yeahhs~ Thankks fOr being there whenever ii need help! Thankks eh! Got take yOur meals regularly mahhs? yOur *hearts* is with me lehhs. I will take gOod care of it de. Fangg Xinn! But if eu nvr take ur meals regularly denn ii will *arbishhs* ur *hearts* and leave it alOne liaOos ah. Hehees. JiayOous fOr ur ‘O’s!!! Skinny ting ni eh!! Smillee!! Miss yaa!! And mostly, takee caree! =]]
School reopening sOon. Sianns ah!! Hate Schooling lehhs. Need tO wake up sO sO early. mOre wOrst, still need tO face sOmeOne ii hate. Arghhhs!!! .. .. .. Life is difficult fOr me because ii find myself trouble. Hahaas. Anyway, EnjOy ur last few days hOliday!!! Yeahhs~
I’M GOING TO BE FINEE!
YYY
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6:16 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Yeap. For nWent old fOlks hOme on [6 October 2006]. Meet Patricia firstly at JurOng East interchange; Mrt platfOrm. When we reach there. nObOdy there siahhs. All the elderly went outing. The manager never inform us. Left we twO alone there. Patricia sO angry siahhs. Den in the end, Patricia decide tO gO IKEA buy test-tubes. UnfOrtunately, nO test-tubes there. Den we went tO eat the bread+hOt dOg. Nicee ehhh. But Patricia say taste nOrmal lehhs. Hmmms. Nvm. nOt lOng. We went bus stop tO wait fOr bus tO gO Mrt station. Wait very long lehhs. Den Patricia stead call her. As Patricia need tO meet her stead tO give him things, sO she ask her stead tO meet at bukit batOk. But the stupid bus very very lOng still haven cOme. Den Patricia stead wait until very angry le. Kept calling tO rush her. Left with nO choice, we take cab. In the cab, Patricia stead still keep calling. Den they twO have a big quarrel inside the cab. Haiis. I can only sit quietly in the cab lOhhs. Euu twO okaees le mahhs? Or still quarrelling? Hmmmms. Give in tO each other kaees. Smillee.
AiyOous. See my friends all fustrated bOut their stead. Den sOmething flash my mind. Have stead gOod anOt huhhs? Half gOod half bad? Or mOre gOod den bad? Or mOre bad den gOod? Hmmms. *thinking* [ahh bann. Euu need tO think osO arhhs]
Hey friends! Mid-autumn festival gOt gO out celebrate mahhs? Especially those with steady. If euu can find a quiet places that can see the whole mOon plus siting under the tree chit-chat. Sure nice and rOmantic de. =]
Wanted tO tell tat sOmeOne: Maybe we can really understand wad each Other wants. But we never dO it or did it. Or maybe is because ii dunn wanna accept the fact that I lOve euu. I may regret in future. But ii really wann tO treasure NOW. But, are euu willing tO wait fOr the future? This is the answer ii only wants..
Wanted tO tell tat persOn: sOmetimes when I feel tat im thinking the right things but actually it is wrOng. Im very cOnfuse nOw!
Ahh bann. sOmehOw ii feel tat euu can feel wadd ii’m thinking lehhs. Really mahhs? Hmms. Think ask euu face tO face. Hehees. Cuss secret. Lalalala. Dunn wan tell euu all. Hehees. sOmetimes I think that euu may find me irritating but just dunnO why I lOve tO disturb euu lehhs. Hehees. Dun mind de lahhs. Lalalalala.
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im lOving iiu .
7:09 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
[[ frOm nOw onwards.. ii will adore euu.. will spolit euu.. wOnt cheat euu.. prOmise euu anything will dO it. Everything ii say tO euu is real. I will nOt argue with euu.. will nOt scOld euu.. will 100% trust euu.. if anyOne bullies euu.. ii will be the first tO stand infrOnt of euu!! Euu happy ii will accOmpany euu happy.. Euu unhappy ii will make euu happy. Always find euu pretty. In my sweet dreams only have euu. My heart have ONLY You!! ]]
It’s that simple! Wishh ur guys tO say this tO euu? Mmmmmmm~ JiayOous bahhs galls!!
Just finish my hOusewOrk. Hmms. This few daes my baCkbOne very pain siahhs. If bend dOwn will be very pain sO nO choice must stand straight lOhhs. =[ Maybe dO toO much sit up den hurts my backbone bahhs.
The day before yesterday [3rd October 2006], ahh bann cOme my hse.. den ii cOok sOup let her try. Mmmmm~ delicious ehh.. hehees. She cOme my hOuse wearing short shorts. Ahh bann.. ii nOe ur leg very lOng n silm dun show off tO me hOhhs. *nO hair n shiny* Blehhs. Wear sO sexy. Even ur sister osO sae dun wear arhhs. Hahaas. =x lalalallalala
Use my hOme mic sing osO will paiseh wOhhs? Hahaas. At K-bOx wOnt paiseh but in my hse paiseh? Hahaas. Euu cute lehhs. Sing osO need style man. Hahaas.
announcement to everybody !!! ((: Only me and xiao wei can call each other [ahh dOuu & ahh bann]. the name is created by us and so only we can call. *nO offence* *fOrgive our stubbornness !!! =]
Next Tuesday gOing K-bOx with ahh bann n kOk Wah!!! Wheeeeeeeee~ excited siahhs. Lalalalalas. Waiting fOr the dae tO cOme. cOuntdOwn... ... ... 6.. 5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1.. ...
Yesterday went haOo hse teach him tO dO blOg. haOo!! i fOrget tO teach euu hOw tO make tag bOard lehhs. oOps!! sO sOrry!!
Hahaas. But in the end alsO nv really teach. End up using his cOm play games den surf web. Hahaas. Paiseh ehh. Hehees. wOnt mind de lahhs hOhhs. Hahaas. Ur mama suddenly cOme back scared me wOhhs. Hahaas. wOrried tat ur mama will scold. But still phew~ smillee.. Kept messing my hair. My hair drop alOtts liaOos lOhhs. Think my hair gOing bOtak arhhs. Hahaas. =x thanks for the disc euu burn fOr me. photo nice huhhs? I dun dare tO see lehhs. Scared nOt nice. Next time bluetOoth tO me kaees. =] Wheeeee~
Felix: euu still finee mahhs? Glance thru ur blOg a few daes agO. Find tat euu are very sadd n lOnely. Euu still finee mahhs? Still thinking of ur ex? Or starting a new life le? I tell euu before.. if euu have any problem just feel free tO call me right? I am ur friend osO ur listener. sO please dun hesitate tO call me. I may nOt give euu any advise but at least can be ur listener right. Please dunn feel lOnely anymore kaees. Stay happy!! =]
Carlene: sO glad tat euu trust xiaOo weii. xiaOo weii only see the guy one time niahhs wOhhs. Tat time she was with me toO. Den the second time ii sees him is with euu all de. Still rmb? We dun even nOe his name wOhhs. Think he trying tO make jOkes with xiaOo weii bahhs. But very toO much siahhs the guy. But still very thanks tat euu trust xiaOo weii. Yeahhs~ heart yaa n miss yaa!!
WhoOooOoooOoo~ tOday is my cOusin birthday lehhs!!!! DunnO when euu will have time tO sees this but still need tO say:
JUYEE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JU YEE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
Yeahhs~ Stay happy always!! Must miss me everyday wOhhs!!! lOvee yaa!!!
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im lOving iiu .
5:28 PM
