Thursday, September 14, 2006
Yesterday night kept thinking bOut our prOblem. And ii cry!! haiis... ... sOmehOw feel tat euu are nOt trying hard tO maintain our friendship. euu noe tat ii will not like euu tO dO tat but euu still dO it! I have been trying hard to maintain our friendship but have euu? Really hate to say this. but... haiis... Firstly we nOe tat we will have shorter time tO see each other, so we make an agreement to go schOol tOgether. But nOw? I think this agreement cancel le bahhs. i really cant get wadd euu are thinking. Really dun wish things to turn out laitat. Starting to feel tat euu are drifting apart from me le. maybe we will still be seeing each other, talking to each other, but ii sOmehOw feel tat euu are hiding sOmething frOm me. Euu seems tO put a big glasses between us and stOpping me frOm understanding euu further. You are sO stress of wOrks sO much? But have euu ask urself firstly? Did euu pay attentiOn in classes? Or are euu day-dreaming? sOme alsO wOndering; [ i am anOther impt persOn in ur life ], really mahhs? fOr wad ii noe, if this persOn is impt tO euu, euu will dO ur best to make her nOt wOrried or disappOinted in euu. But... cann ii trust ur words??? I dunnO and dunn wanna nOe le. Really very furstrated le!! Wad ii cann dO is just keep quiet by ur side, not tO mentiOn anything bOut us. Maybe this will help us tO maintain our friendship bahhs.
Euu tOld me Once tat if Amanda, euu n me can be gOod friends further will be mOre good. and ii tOld euu it can nv be cuss three friends tends tO left one out. And IT TRUTH!!! I alsO just fOund out she is mOre clOse tO euu. Euu twO cann understand each other better. Have the same likes. Euu were like sisters and ii agree!!
Whenever ii wanted tO go out with euu ONLY! Euu will always say" Call amanda alOng. " This wOrds never escape ur mOuth. Yahhs! I am nOt saying amanda cannOt come alOng, its just tat three friends gOing out will surely left one out.
Amanda, Please dun be offend kaees. Really sOrry tO say this. I'm nOt meaning anything. Just relax and be nOrmal kaees. Dunn be offend kaees. I'm just telling leftie wadd ii am thinking and ii still like euu alotts. I swear*.. =] smillee!!
I nOe it's wrOng of me fOr thinking laitat and nOt telling euu firstly. ii nOe i'm wrOng. But......ii......haiis......Really hard tO explain!
Once again! Amanda, dun take toO seriOusly kaees. I'm just telling her leftie wad i'm thinking. euu are nOt the cause of it kaees. dunn think toO much wOhhs. Stay cute dar! And sOrry toO!!
Forgive me fOr saying this. Haiss. Miss thOse days... ... ... ... ... ...
Why it seems tat everyOne like tO cheat me, betray me, backstab me and using me??? Am ii just a tissue tO euu all? Please!! I cant take it anymOre!!
Arggrhh!!! Fan arhhs!!! Cann all of euu just get out of my mind??!!! I really need sOme rest NOW!!! Argghhs!!! JUYEE!!! Where Are You!!! I NEED EUU!!!
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im lOving iiu .
8:52 AM
