Monday, September 11, 2006
Saturday and Sunday went Toa Payoh with ahh bann,amanda n my siblings. went there tO see the Concert of campus superstars, jue dui superstars n superband. they damn handsOme manns. oOos. lOvee them! especialy DERRICK!! He hi to xiaOo weii n me!! hahhs! CUTE !!!!
My dad gOtta nOe ii have been late fOr schOol cuss my class mentOr call him. Damn it! only 80% only call for wad? Den the stupid Kai Sin. all subject got 100%!! Really anOt!! DishOnest only! cOme late den write nv late! hate her alOtts lOhhs. hOw ii wish ii cann tell her face tO face I HATE HER ! blOck her in msn le! Wheeeee~
ahh bann! On sunday euu nv cOme. i really very disappOinted! really. but nO choice cuss ur dad wOnt let euu gO! but when its my turn tO gO in the 'rOom'. i kept seeing ur shadOw telling me tO 'jiayOous'! really! kept thinking tat euu are just by my side maybe becuss of the star necklaCe euu lend me! hees. thankks alOtts fOr ur suppOrt!
On Saturday when ii talk tO euu, euu seems tO find me irritating. really mahhs? frOm ur eyes ii sOmehow sees tat euu are telling me tO *shut up! stop talking* . really mahhs? am ii interupting eu twO? sOmehOw feel tat euu are starting tO drift apart frOm me . really mahhs? sOmetime ii think we are in a different wOrld. Or izzit ii think toO much le? maybe bahhs. haiis. need sOme time to calm dOwn.
DunnO wadd had happen to xin yee. She msg tO me tell me is her last msg n say dun cOntact each other anymOre. why? !! cann euu tell me wadd happen tO euu? really very wOrried! cann euu explain to me why had it turn like this? hu fOrce euu tO dO it? its really sadd.
really hate to be cheated by sOmeOne. everytime say wanna meet but end up meeting sOmebOdy else. why? say euu are cOming why in the end nv cOme? dunnO why must ii trust euu sO much. Please dun let me lOse trust on euu n dun make me hate euu cann? please!!!
hey sOmeOne!! ii need ur help!! please cOme tO me!! ii need ur ears!! give me a warm hugg cann. ii really need it nOw... ... ... ...
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im lOving iiu .
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